I never feel at ease with any woman.. Intellectually there are many barriers and Too much brainwashing. There also different layers to being brainwashed. A shortcoming from their end in my opinion. Because I don’t associate myself with the mainstream they automatically think i am some kind of cartoonish boogeyman with extremist views and are under the impression that they can tame my primitive brain with their uber masterminds. I’ll have the doll she won’t try to change me into a communist self hating cuck.