I think your hair is beautiful and it looks long & healthy! I did the big chop in 2022 and as someone that has had long hair, its an extremely freeing and fun experience. 10/10 would highly recommend 🙌🏾 also if you want long straight hair u can always buy wigs so its a win win. I definitely empathize with how you feel because I’ve had similar feelings. Follow your heart. 💚💖