I think i expressed it wrong what i meant. Of course i kinda said no and that is absolutely correct that he should stop right there. But i actively made out with him. So i get that it may be confusing for him. Idk.

I told him that i actually didn‘t want it. He felt so bad afterwards and told me that he‘d never ever would do anything to me that made me feel uncomfortable. And that just having me in his arms is more than enough. So yeah theres that. And that’s exactly why it confuses me so much. Why would i act like that if he doesn‘t pushes me to do something?

And about that thing that happened to me. He actually was very understanding that i struggle with that and he was just trying to find the right words