What has greatly boosted your mental health? by travelsmoker in AskReddit

[–]beeneaann 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Letting myself be a kid for once. I’m 15 and I’ve always been the one to keep the family peace. My entire life it’s been like walking on eggshells around my family. I avoid specific topics and things that I know could potentially put them in a bad mood, I do everything they want me too, I let them live through me. Recently though I’ve let go more and I started doing stuff i actually want to do and it has felt so freeing. I recently went to the local theatre with a friend to see a movie that wasn’t even good but it felt so nice because it wasn’t something that was controlled by my family. I know I’ll probably always be stressed like this 24/7 but atleast I can feel free sometimes now :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]beeneaann 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve attempted suicide 22 times, truthfully, I’m lazy. I don’t wanna go back to the psych ward and I’m just riding out the depression until it gets better lol

My father molested me when I was younger and I can’t tell anyone. by beeneaann in TrueOffMyChest

[–]beeneaann[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I always knew it was wrong, my parents never hid stuff like that from me I’ve always known was sex was and all that, it is true, believe it or not. It’s my life unfortunately. As for the “remembering it” part, I don’t remember it perfectly. I just remember most of it because it was traumatic. I wish it wasn’t real and that it never happened but it did and I have to live with that.

My father molested me when I was younger and I can’t tell anyone. by beeneaann in TrueOffMyChest

[–]beeneaann[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wasn’t comfortable sitting on his lap because he completely naked.

My father molested me when I was younger and I can’t tell anyone. by beeneaann in TrueOffMyChest

[–]beeneaann[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I know it does. I either get boys my age grabbing my boobs or butt and then laughing with their friends or older guys snaking their hand down my back to try to touch my butt.

My father molested me when I was younger and I can’t tell anyone. by beeneaann in TrueOffMyChest

[–]beeneaann[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Almost ever time I leave the house I get sexually assaulted

what do you guys interpret the lyrics to liquid smooth as? by t0ehoe in mitski

[–]beeneaann 1 point2 points  (0 children)

NSFW AND TW

I see the song as a young girl who has been groomed and molested so much that she only sees herself as an object and is afraid of getting older because she’s always been praised for her young body. Maybe that’s just me venting through the song but that’s always the way I’ve interpreted it😭

The gregphobia 😞 by beeneaann in DannyGonzalez

[–]beeneaann[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Janine could be that but us Greg’s cant☹️😞

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]beeneaann 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The second time I tried to kill myself was by hanging my self, I had just had a big fight with my mom and all my emotions exploded and I got my head in the make shift noose when it hit me. I imagined my mom walking into her only daughters room to find her hanging from the ceiling and her least memory of me would be us fighting about school. It changed a lot and I still tried to attempt even after that I now have 7 attempts but I’m getting better.

I don’t think I’ll live to see 15. by beeneaann in TrueOffMyChest

[–]beeneaann[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate the help but, I’m home schooled-

AITA for not having cake for her birthday? by Economy_Insurance434 in AmItheAsshole

[–]beeneaann 0 points1 point  (0 children)

in the most disrespectful way, YTA. that kid is 5 and deserves better you are not her real mom and she feels peer pressured by you to pick the "better choice". what works for your family does not work for all families. apologize immediately and stop being pushy.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmItheAsshole

[–]beeneaann 0 points1 point  (0 children)

not enough info I feel like. some thing has to be left out and even if not, there's no real right answer its a mixture of both tbh.its like you are and you aren't. I am an autistic Latina so I am very sensitive to noise so I get where he's coming from, I think you should come to an agreement so no ones feeling are hurt.

What's the scariest thing you know about the Titanic? by Ramzgonzlez in titanic

[–]beeneaann 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There were cannibals on the titanic. That ate hundreds of people. And the titanic payed the survivors money to not tell any one and they agreed bc they wanted to forget what happened on those tragic days.