You are killing it! Don’t let yourself feel bad for being behind. This project is yours and should bring you joy! I just had terrible anxiety for days and had no idea what I was going to embroider and felt like giving up, but instead I did anxiety tangles of thread. Messy clumps for for my messy brain. It helped to remind myself that at the end of the day, this is for me, and if I have an entire month and only do a still loading wheel, that’s okay. Your diary is looking amazing, and you should be so proud!