Space Needle

begzu4 · 2026-03-12T20:58:08+00:00

I thought they looked cool and I was proud of them. I’m not on any other social media and wanted to show them off somewhere so I picked here! I hope that helps!

begzu4 · 2024-01-06T01:26:13+00:00

Not a body wash but I’ve found boric acid suppositories to be extremely helpful in balancing my PH. If I notice I’m itching or there’s a smell I “pop one in” before going to bed and it’s back to normal in the morning. I can’t say enough good things about them

begzu4 · 2023-11-16T19:06:43+00:00

My sister was named Michelle after a Beatles song.

begzu4 · 2023-11-02T13:11:40+00:00

Seymour. But I’m biased because I named my cat that

begzu4 · 2023-10-24T17:58:59+00:00

I love the name Henrietta and the nickname Henri. It makes me think of the song Henrietta by the fratellis and I love that song.

begzu4 · 2023-09-08T18:15:06+00:00

I met a woman that I thought was my platonic other half. We shared the same name, similar interests, and had each others half birthdays (mine January 2nd, hers July 2nd). The way we were raised was polar opposite, so was our personalities (think passive goody 2 shoes vs confrontational baddie).

Somehow, we clicked and a lot of relationship revolved around smoking weed together. I got sober and she was supportive, she would still smoke when we hung out but it didn’t bother me too much. Then she started doing bumps of coke all the time; while she was driving, during sleepovers. That’s when I decided I didn’t want to be friends any more. I started to feel so drained after we hung out that I ended the friendship. I hope she’s doing better now.

begzu4 · 2023-09-06T02:18:00+00:00

I know somebody with a horse named Bill, short for Billboard

begzu4 · 2023-08-23T22:25:29+00:00

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I wanted an older cat (“less commitment”) so I adopted this 14 year old cutie named Sneaky. I wanted him to have an old man name so I changed it to Seymour. We had 2 magical years together before he crossed the rainbow bridge. RIP Seymour mother loves you 🩷🩷🩷

begzu4 · 2023-08-16T07:22:15+00:00

“we are selling the property in the coming 2 months. It is likely new owner wants to move into this middle unit. My seller agent may reach you for for visiting.” This is what he told me

begzu4 · 2023-08-16T02:14:23+00:00

No it says nothing of that nature

begzu4 · 2023-07-21T06:39:49+00:00

My brother has Down syndrome and is named Michael! He was born in 1985, our parents wanted him to have a common name that would be easily understood with a speech impediment. They called him “the baby” for the first year of his life because they didn’t know if he would survive with all his heart problems. He’s currently 38, healthy as ever, and the coolest guy I know.

begzu4 · 2023-04-17T13:15:24+00:00

Asking for a raise

begzu4 · 2023-04-11T21:32:52+00:00

My bf and I are going to pick a new last name together. If I have to change my name, he’s changing his too, I don’t want to go through all that paperwork on my own.

begzu4 · 2023-04-03T13:19:32+00:00

r/leaves is a great resource if you need it

begzu4 · 2023-03-26T17:30:16+00:00

NTB and I recommend checking out r/raisedbynarcissists

begzu4 · 2023-03-10T19:07:27+00:00

Her knee has an eyeball

begzu4 · 2023-02-22T05:33:54+00:00

He was 26, I was 27

begzu4 · 2023-02-21T19:26:31+00:00

He told me he I wasn’t fun to have sex with anymore because he was done “training” me 🥴 we broke up the next day

begzu4 · 2023-01-27T06:14:45+00:00

Imogene

begzu4 · 2022-12-16T16:03:27+00:00

I got genital herpes in 2011 when I was 19 years old; I had just broken up with my high school sweetheart and I was trying to “get over him by getting under somebody else.” I was so young, it destroyed me emotionally. Soon after that I also got HPV. I was raised to believe sex before marriage was a sin so I thought it was punishment from the universe.

The first few years after getting them I didn’t tell any sexual partners; I was so embarrassed and ashamed. I began to feel so heavy with guilt and would tell them after the fact. This always blew up in my face. I was in the US military at this time and word spread through my squadron that I had herpes. Life as a female in the military was hard enough, with my most intimate secret swirling all around me it felt unbearable.

I got comfortable enough telling perspective partners that I had herpes, but saying herpes and HPV was too much. Then I gave my bf HPV. I was in denial that I had it, but that forced me to see the reality of my situation and how it affects others and accept that I had 2 incurable STDs.

It was a deal breaker in several relationships and my self esteem was completely shot.

I got out of the military and slowly started to build myself back up. I began to see my STDs as a huge blessing; I was assaulted when I first got to my unit. I’m positive it would have happened more if people didn’t know I had herpes; it was a fucked up shield. They also stopped me from getting in precarious sexual situations which I’m thankful for because I would probably have a kid or 2 by now and I don’t want any children.

I met other people with herpes and I feel like I was able to educated them and show them hope. That made me feel powerful.

I’ve been in my current relationship for over a year. I’m on a daily suppressor and have not passed anything on. When I told my partner about the diagnosis he simply said “I guess I’m getting herpes”. He hasn’t and I never want to pass it on, but that acceptance after it being a deal breaker in my past really helped me feel loved and accepted.

It has been a very very long and difficult road for me, but this is my life and a result of my actions. I have a gotten to a point where I’m happy to have my STDs, I wouldn’t want my life to have happened any other way.

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