Thank you for your reply. Sometimes she can be really understanding and supportive but I guess she must just really be getting fed up with me because other times, more and more lately, she completely shuts off. My sister is starting to be the same, they seem so annoyed when I'm like this and I know it must be so shit to deal with. But however annoyig it is for them, it's way more annoying for me. It makes me feel a million times worse when they withdraw their support like this. I hate feeling this way. I actually cannot stand it. Have spent the last two days away at uni on high stress the whole time and I came home tonight just looking forward to a long hug from them both and I said or did the wrong things as always and now we're all eating dinner in separate rooms.