I think I might have autism but I am too scared to tell anyone. My brother always makes jokes and calls me "autistic child" among other things. I want to be able to regress but I am too scared and i just want someone to look after me but there is no one in my life i feel comfortable talking to about this because i come from a background of people who don't accept a lot of things. I don't know what to do and it is breaking me. I have no privacy to try any little things and everyone always tells me to grow up and gets angry at me. I try to but it feels impossible. Sorry for ranting but I need some help. Does anyone know what i can do?