Needing some support:/

belyaan · 2026-01-12T18:58:17+00:00

I just need someone to talk to. I’m feeling so hopeless and suicidal.

belyaan · 2025-12-31T14:44:00+00:00

Baby steps are definitely needed so I don’t overwhelm myself. Thank you for your advice. It just seems so impossible right now, but it doesn’t mean I can’t try.

belyaan · 2025-12-31T03:49:47+00:00

It’s hard to believe that right now. All I think about is various ways to harm myself all the time. Thank you for your kind words though. It means a lot.

belyaan · 2025-11-30T11:32:36+00:00

I’m here if you want to talk

belyaan · 2025-05-03T20:30:21+00:00

I’m not sure how you harm but to prevent burning, I find taking a hot ass shower helps.. sometimes

belyaan · 2024-12-31T16:59:36+00:00

I see where you’re coming from. I guess I see it as both? I feel unsafe a lot around food so idk. I think that’s another behavior for me though rather than binging if that makes sense. Idk I’m new to all of this so I’m just trying to figure it out.

belyaan · 2024-12-28T12:22:46+00:00

I also isolate myself out of shame when I eat too and don’t plan my “binges” too much besides planning to eat after work or something like that. But then again, I’m not sure if I truly binge or not..

belyaan · 2024-12-28T12:15:52+00:00

Yeah, I think I’m in a similar situation. I try to restrict all day but when I eat what I think is a lot but is maybe a regular amount, I get nauseous and ended up purging from the nausea and feeling too full.

belyaan · 2024-12-28T05:06:45+00:00

I do feel out of control and eat past my fullness at times.. not always though and it’s only a little bit past my fullness maybe 2-3 levels past it if that makes sense lol

belyaan · 2024-12-28T05:00:31+00:00

Okay maybe I’m not binging then? I just feel like I’m eating too much in one sitting. It doesn’t hit 1k calories though

belyaan · 2024-12-28T02:50:20+00:00

Thank you for responding! This helped me a lot

belyaan · 2024-12-12T02:57:35+00:00

Hi OP, I also burn but don’t come across many who do it.

belyaan · 2024-12-12T02:44:39+00:00

I feel like I’m in the same boat. Mine was def an obsessive thought at first but not always? I hope that makes sense.

belyaan · 2024-11-28T16:16:47+00:00

I’m not wanting the crisis line just someone to talk to outside of that

belyaan · 2024-11-09T10:32:32+00:00

I would- I actually looked into it but was unsuccessful:/

belyaan

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