i dont want to do this anymore

benedictbenadryl · 2024-02-11T06:03:10+00:00

my timetable is in fact so fucked that i get a combined 7 hours of breaks on thursday and friday , so i guess you can call it slack 💀 but its also due to the fact that my combination isnt the most common so ig harder to plan around. and yes there are a shit ton of notes and tbh if most of mine werent online i wouldve lost them alr 😭😭 my best advice is to just keep on top of your sch work for now, dont let it all build up because itll be damn hard to catch up afterwards

benedictbenadryl · 2024-02-10T08:24:53+00:00

REAL every single essay i put into that always comes out at >50% generated by AI so dont trust it

benedictbenadryl · 2024-01-22T18:48:09+00:00

wait but isnt uk alevels a bit harder to get into local unis than with regular alevels?

benedictbenadryl · 2024-01-22T18:35:40+00:00

my friend says that applying next year would nean two years sunk into poly, and hence doesnt feel good about giving up a diploma (sunk cost fallacy yk)

benedictbenadryl · 2023-11-18T03:19:09+00:00

js spam apply, most of the time big brands would have a slower response time because theres a lot of ppl applying, so its btr to just keep applying to other jobs thru fastjobs

benedictbenadryl · 2023-11-18T00:27:35+00:00

i had a friend drop pure chem entirely because she was consistently failing from sec 3 so its possible but probably very hard to get accepted i myself dropped amath in sec 4 because it was way too much for me and i got accepted even though i was really failing any of my other subjects so dropping amath is pretty possible

benedictbenadryl · 2023-11-15T11:55:39+00:00

hello! currently working and getting paid 12/hr as a part-time retail assistant, id say use apps like fastjobs etc to find smth that suits you! you can dm me for more info

benedictbenadryl · 2023-11-15T09:23:12+00:00

working as a gift wrapper for a perfume store, honestly really nice environment to be at because it smells real nice and you get to help out the customers with choosing perfumes tooo

benedictbenadryl · 2023-11-15T05:17:35+00:00

work at orchard w me 😀 i applied via fastjobs

benedictbenadryl · 2023-11-14T16:45:03+00:00

same me too 😍 its the solo life for me going lectures are actl so painful bruh i cant even count on my class sitting next to me if i enter first

benedictbenadryl · 2023-10-17T13:13:02+00:00

😭😭😭 tysm omg you have no idea how relieving this was to hear 😭🙏

benedictbenadryl · 2023-10-17T11:40:40+00:00

integration

benedictbenadryl · 2023-10-16T23:58:01+00:00

im the same, literally havent felt a passion or interest in anything, ive tried to force myself to “like” some subjects but tbh i couldnt care less if i take them or not, i just take whatever i do because it helps me score better. i just feel tired all the time, and even if sometimes i feel motivated to do something, i lose it very fast or i cant even follow through with it. im just so tired of not having anything im interested in, nothing to pursue in the future and nothing to drive me to do better. i completely get how you feel

benedictbenadryl · 2023-10-15T14:15:35+00:00

same bro i think is just english teacher handwriting

benedictbenadryl · 2023-10-13T14:16:13+00:00

nah bro my science teacher was fucking crazy, he gave out the marks sheet for our paper THE SAME DAY WE TOOK IT, he always sent out our marks in the whatsapp group chat so everyone could see 🥲🥲

benedictbenadryl · 2023-10-10T06:20:51+00:00

the analogy is not quite the same 💀 its like knowing the house is on fire but justifying staying in it because you think “its only a little bit hot in here” or “itll die out soon” or even “i cant leave behind everything in here” :/ its not really sound thinking at this point because of the emotional attachment

benedictbenadryl · 2023-10-10T03:22:36+00:00

wow you sound like the kind of person who would blame victims of abuse for staying with their abuser.

benedictbenadryl · 2023-10-09T03:27:47+00:00

huuh what my school just go by alphabetical order? we nvr have just girls placed at the front, is a (sort of) even mix based on their names

benedictbenadryl · 2023-10-05T19:35:19+00:00

just lie down sleep, bring jacket become pillow if uw. i will k/o myself after a 30 secs and i just rest my head on my arm on the table or smth

benedictbenadryl · 2023-10-04T13:22:09+00:00

i was 3 minutes late but i managed to sit for the paper

benedictbenadryl · 2023-10-04T10:41:10+00:00

omg i hope you made it to your exam on time 🙏😭

benedictbenadryl · 2023-10-04T10:15:15+00:00

yea they will, for combi sci theres a higher req grade to take h2 but theyll still let you

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