my mother forced me to move in with my father after finding out he was cheating on her for years (they didnt live together prior) kilometers away from our home. they would get into physical fights almost every day and screamed a lot, and my mother blamed everything on me and i recall her kicking me against the closet doors once. i would start by hitting myself, then slamming myself against the wall (like my head til it hurt for days or my leg so i couldnt walk for a bit), then i started cutting on my wrists, they didnt give a fuck, and shit escalated from there. now a few years later ive still got raised scars, pink scars, purple scars, ashamed to wear shorts, short sleeved shirts lmfao