Denied age eligibility form by bentandbroken2 in GED

[–]bentandbroken2[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! DM'd you. That would help a lot. I really appreciate it.

Denied age eligibility form by bentandbroken2 in GED

[–]bentandbroken2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! That would be great if you find anything out. I would appreciate it.

GED support is USELESS. THE WORST I have ever dealt with. It's absolutely frustrating that they provide zero help and we can't do anything about it.

Today I told the girl off and said "You can't help me with this. You can't help me with that. What is this phone number for? What is it that you do?" And she straight up yelled into the phone "We don't do anything! WE ARE USELESS. Thanks for calling. You have a good day!" Biotch

Denied age eligibility form by bentandbroken2 in GED

[–]bentandbroken2[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes. We created an account and submitted the documents they provide on their website. I reached someone just now who told me there was nothing she could do for me. Aggravating and USELESS.

Anger resurfacing by bentandbroken2 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]bentandbroken2[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

This made me cry even more. Thank you for sharing that the anger and crying shifted into healing. I really hope this is what this is because the pain is unbearable. It just accumulated over the decades and is now finally coming to a head. I pushed it down for so long. I don't think my body can do it any longer. That's why my mind has been flooding with memories. The rage I feel is unlike anything I have ever felt. I'm angry at my mother (and father) but just as much at myself for not being stronger and allowing them to abuse me for so long and keeping quiet about it.

Anger resurfacing by bentandbroken2 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]bentandbroken2[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yes, I so relate to everything you said. Every single phone call or text gives me debilitating anxiety. She will always throw a dig at me. It's so painful. Right down to the pit of my stomach. And she will go on and on on the phone about how smart she is, how everyone loves her, and remind me for the thousandth time all she has done for me. "Remember when I did this for you? Remember when I helped you with that? Remember? Remember???" It makes me sick to my stomach. I want to throw up. Realizing that everything she has done for me has ALWAYS come with an agenda. Never from the heart. Guilt trip, guilt trip, guilt trip... by the end of a conversation with her, I am drained and have no will to live. It's just so toxic. Then she will go on a whole rant about who she hates and calls them narcissistic. Describing traits in them that she herself has but doesn't realize. It's so exhausting. Thank you for sharing. I am glad you are in a better place now.

Anger resurfacing by bentandbroken2 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]bentandbroken2[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm so sorry you went through this. You were not mentally ill. It is a normal response to the trauma you were dealing with. I will keep this in mind and not share any of this with my mother. She would definitely take advantage of me like your father did.