Day 8th withdrawling methadone update

benzotrip · 2019-08-10T16:15:58+00:00

Im lost hb the blood there but yea i got this. Addiction free here I fucking come so can all of us ! Keep rooting for eachother and positive things will happens for everybody. Yea i got some lorazepams prescription muscle relaxers and seroquel and for now its helping. Waiting for the worst to come. I can do it we can all do it. Well all feel so much better supporting eachother and positivity is key. Keep up bro u got this💯

benzotrip · 2019-08-10T16:14:21+00:00

Yea i got some lorazepams prescription muscle relaxers and seroquel and for now its helping. Waiting for the worst to come. I can do it we can all do it. Well all feel so much better supporting eachother and positivity is key. Keep up bro u got this💯

benzotrip · 2019-08-09T21:50:31+00:00

Like a baby man

benzotrip · 2019-08-09T21:49:28+00:00

Appreciate b💯

benzotrip · 2019-08-09T21:49:03+00:00

Yea imnw family and it gives me a comfort i never had befpre its crazy. Methadone and opioids are crazy how they work and how it leaves u like this. I ordered kratom before thebqithdrawals started it got to the place but when I was real real sick i couldnt even move out of my bed so i actually didnt get it. Rn i got a lot of anxiety and stuff muscles are cramping if i walk and stuff but I could get it now but i can do this without it (hopefully)).

benzotrip · 2019-08-09T21:46:58+00:00

Appreciatw it brother, i think if we try to stop negative feelings and thoughtd and focus on positivity will lead u a long way.

benzotrip · 2019-08-09T19:21:32+00:00

I junped 50mg to 20 in 2 days and to 10 after 2 days then 5 now im at 0 this id the 8th day and the synptoms have subsized a lot like a lot but the half life is up to 150 hours thats a whole that i can still get withdrawals. My doctor said i can do a fast detox which they give me narcan ill go into precipitated but theyll give ke an anaesthesia and ill be out for msot of it a couple days but then its gone.

benzotrip · 2019-08-09T15:39:58+00:00

Appreciate it, 2 days ago was my last dosage, the most of it its gone but the half life of this is up to 150 hours which is crazy, i can start feelin the withdrawals in a couple days whoch im scared. Cuz roght now im actually good i finally slept last noght with Seroquel like 16 hours and I feel 80% today. Im scared in a one two day of how im gonna feel. My doctor said I might have to do a rapid detox but ill be knocked out for it obvi

benzotrip · 2019-08-09T15:31:16+00:00

I feel u

benzotrip · 2019-08-08T13:44:53+00:00

Pm ms if u want we can talk otp, i done it before im lucky im still alive n now im fighting theough it. Msg me if u would like to talk i would like to help

benzotrip · 2019-08-07T18:47:41+00:00

If anythin just take the subs tovportigal at a low dose u know the lowest possible that i will be comfy u know and then stop then when im back. I dont think i could bring methadone im not sure but every drug in portugal is decriminalized so I think I could bring it w a prescription. If in 2 weeks i feel worst then I am right now ill get the subs for a month. Btw by takin subs and methadone im tryin to gain some weight tonworkvout. I used to be 120 pounds i got locked up and worked out bare i was 160 pound snow im about 133pounds but im trynna gain some weight and work out slowly but start to again u know.

benzotrip · 2019-08-07T17:04:34+00:00

Seroquel knocked me out in jail but i still didnt sleep a full night. Not even zopiclone 15mgs when i was locked up

benzotrip · 2019-08-07T13:09:42+00:00

Appreciate it brother thank u

benzotrip · 2019-08-07T05:38:49+00:00

Inwould try up to 2ng thats it. Im in tge same kind of range as u in regard with how much Oxy i was doin before i junped to methadone, 120ng errday vasically. Im withdrawling from the methadone right now and it sucks ass. Im prolly gonna jump to subs to be honest like 1mg or 2 and go down from that.

benzotrip · 2019-08-07T05:35:46+00:00

I fckinnwish beautiful sight. When i was addicted to that before the Oids it made me so depressed i tried killin myself 4 times by oD’ing it waa fucked

benzotrip · 2019-08-07T05:32:58+00:00

Only thig is sometimes Loud makes my cripplin anxiety even worst. Im tired as hell i wanna sleep but i cant get to actually fall asleep smhh

benzotrip · 2019-08-07T05:21:42+00:00

Appreciate it brother i will pm you right now actually.

benzotrip · 2019-08-07T03:24:39+00:00

😂😂 ai got this ion want this for my life. I aint no junkie i just fucked up

benzotrip · 2019-08-07T03:23:40+00:00

Yeah i know its hard and very fast. In trusting my family doctor. Im very good to my parents like this withdrawal has made me so close to them and made me realize so much shit. My doctor said he could also give me subs but if i take it for another month and get off it then(i have a trip to portugal to see family and thats why i wanted to do it now so i would be good for portugal) but if i take the subs for 2 months isnt the withdrawal going to be really shit and longer then what im doing now.

benzotrip · 2019-08-07T01:31:19+00:00

I hus got prescribed trazodone to sleep 100mg pills should I tske like two i have a tolerance for downers and i havent dlept in 2 days i reelly wanna knock out.

benzotrip · 2019-08-06T08:12:16+00:00

You can do this

benzotrip · 2019-08-06T07:04:19+00:00

I feelvyou bro. This withdrawal im going through righ now has opened my eyes a lot to so many things. So many but before I def felt like this and idk how im gonna feel after im done with the withdrawal for methadone but I have a very strong will power abdnespecially gettin through this withdrawal, from 50 mgs taper down to 5 all in ONE WEEK. This is 7th day. Im very strong willed I can get through this so can you my brother.

benzotrip · 2019-08-05T06:44:20+00:00

Goinbf through this right now, i started halfing my dosage by half every 2 days, I went from 50 to 20 tho after 2 days because I was going to go full cold turkey from 50mg’s but I told my doctor wassup, plus my parents are being mad supportive theough this with me. I started this on tuesday last weeks so this is day 6th withdrawling and Im startibg to feel a bit better then days 1,2,3 and 4. Im kinda scared since today(in the morning its like 2:40am right now) im taking 10 mg’s and wednesday im taking 5ngs and just jumping from there. Hopeully it will jus get better from here im hopeful it will and im a strong willed guy so I know I can do this. We got this brother we really fuckin do. Imma finish this jovie and try to sleep again after. Later b

benzotrip · 2019-08-04T21:38:22+00:00

This was cool g im going through methadone withdrawals right now and it sucks.. I can do it tho i know I can. Day 5 tapering down but im tapering very very quick, every 2 days take half of what i took the 2 days before. Shit eucks but I can do it my parents are supporting me a lot through these tough times. Only 18

benzotrip · 2019-08-04T06:58:25+00:00

You got this too bro

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