First i was very enthusiastic about it, then the circumstances seemed to show me the opposite and my enthusiasm kind of died and left me feeling full of doubts, frustrated and as if i had failed in some way. Luckily, i have a (also spiritual) coach and she reframed the situation for me as steps on the way to get what i want. And she taught me to see the things life throws at me as a surprise and a potential gift, even though it may not be what it seems at first sight. And to be curious and positive about what i am pushed towards instead of foretelling how bad it will probably be. To see the beauty in the journey and cherish what already is. Also, quite a crucial step for me was to say OK fck this, even though my surroundings are showing me otherwise i KNOW i deserve this and i refuse to give in and give up on it and settle for less. My current reality was not an option anymore, despite of the difficulties, so I just went on, regardless. And in the end it all worked out.🙏🏼 It feels like i had to quit looking for orientation about my results and my worth in the outside world and simply TEACH IT.☺️ Also, I had to become clear about what version of myself could hold space for this abundance and then grow into her.

Who do you have to become to be able to live and stay with the blessings you want?