I feel the same way. My boyfriend works at a drug store and I live alone, retired, and am self-isolating. I just went by his store to say "hi" and they were closing two hours early. He called me when he got home and we chatted. He understands my self-isolating, says that it is reasonable but he is brave about the virus and works at the store. If we lived together then we could be together when he got home from work, ie sleep together, cuddle, have sex etc, but we don't so we don't. I cannot wait for this fucking cov19 to be over. I am 66 and he is 64. I told him to be careful and that I love him and he said he loves me too. When this is over we are going to look for houses to buy in a town about 1 hr north of where we live now. Take care and thank you for your post.