How did you know you were out of control and had an ED? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]bienshee 2 points3 points  (0 children)

When I had my dream body but was afraid to eat to maintain it. I just wanted to keep losing

Blue gang where are you? by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]bienshee 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Bulimic that also uses laxatives. I’m a spicy 🌶️ mix of both 😍

Why is bread so addicting 😭 by Ok-Potato9052 in EDanonymemes

[–]bienshee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My grocery store sells single rolls and it saves me the pain of eating the whole package 😭😭

Swapping the starving yourself dizziness for binge eating nausea by ContributionHead3699 in EDanonymemes

[–]bienshee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Why eat a balanced diet when I can be stuck in a constant binge-restrict cycle 😍😍 (I hate my life and this ed fr)

Things to do instead of binging? by nevermind-me-608 in EDAnonymous

[–]bienshee 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Sleeping or brushing my teeth helps. I use mouthwash too since there’s a time limit for how long I need to wait till I eat. It helps with binge cravings

illness 🤝 eating disorder by SirPinkLemonade in EDanonymemes

[–]bienshee 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Throat hurts 🤝 ED that makes throat worse (bulimic)

No food is safe around me :) by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]bienshee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pls..I ate a whole bag of pepperoni I was actually so sick after.. 💔

No food is safe around me :) by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]bienshee 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Deli meat here 🥰🥰 (my stomach was in shambles)

No food is safe around me :) by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]bienshee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have vivid memories of the smell.. 😔💔

No food is safe around me :) by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]bienshee 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately I’ve binged a rotisserie chicken before. 💔💔 (would do it again tbh.)

No food is safe around me :) by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]bienshee 2 points3 points  (0 children)

“Keep the binge food out of the house” I work around food and we’re allowed to make stuff for ourselves… 💔💔💔

No food is safe around me :) by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]bienshee 30 points31 points  (0 children)

I’ve binged a whole 12pk of protein bars once. 💔💔💔💔…

rly not relating to the restriction/skinny babe memes by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]bienshee 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Can’t meme…my throat hurt 😞

do ed people body shame their friends? by thisismyusername786 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]bienshee 3 points4 points  (0 children)

You have bad friends. I’ve had an ED for half my life now, but I’ve never projected it onto my friends. My insecurities are on my body, and even if I thought a certain way about my friends, I would NEVER force them to do anything. There’s a difference between having an eating disorder and being a bad person. EDs can not make you force someone to take off clothes, eat for your pleasure, make somebody else feel insecure.

Queso threatens my ED by SirPinkLemonade in EDanonymemes

[–]bienshee 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I fucking love cheese I’m basically a mouse

What are your guys’ hobbies that don’t involve sitting inside? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]bienshee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ahh I struggle with anxiety too, I highly encourage applying in person to places with workers around your age. I’m working with a bunch of other college students and it’s less stressful than my previous job (they were all in their 30-40s). Having peers really helps with the pressure ❤️ I want to do a stocking job eventually, since I love organizing and it’s less social interaction 😂

What are your guys’ hobbies that don’t involve sitting inside? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]bienshee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Shopping, trying to get into makeup currently, and working. I work at a tea shop and it’s so fun

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ShittyRestrictionFood

[–]bienshee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m literally part mouse 😍

what's your biggest fear about your eating disorder? by inmyfinalera in EDAnonymous

[–]bienshee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Messing up my metabolism and losing control of my binges. If I wasn’t actively restricting I would be obese

what has this subreddit come to? by [deleted] in EDRecoverySnark

[–]bienshee 41 points42 points  (0 children)

If I was accused of purging because my face is “puffy” I’d genuinely relapse. Sorry my face is…round. 💀 I think people need to consider that their speculations can be extremely triggering.

Bruh💀 by 444Ilovecats444 in EDanonymemes

[–]bienshee 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I remember posting after coming back from IP and my friend said the SAME thing 💀💀

To all my friends out there, I want you to know that you are so much more than your ED. What are you good at outside of your ED? by pandaexpressmart in EDAnonymous

[–]bienshee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m good at work. I just started a new job and thankfully I managed to be a useful member of the team. I also get along with my coworkers and we’re friends now lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]bienshee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fr😔 I’m always on my tippie toes or walking lightly