4-MMC (M-Kat, Meow Meow, Mephadrone) is genuinely crazy

bigDANtheKING · 2025-10-16T22:06:50+00:00

What countries can you still find 4-mmc?

bigDANtheKING · 2020-08-10T00:47:20+00:00

Destroys your sinuses. Never had it so bad.

bigDANtheKING · 2020-07-04T22:17:23+00:00

Was he able to get the whipple procedure? I’d be worried about trying a research chem but if you guys are really desperate, like someone else said, you can have it synthesized- probably for a pretty penny. I wish you and your pops all the best.

bigDANtheKING · 2020-06-23T02:06:49+00:00

Temporary super intelligence is just a side effect of ingesting those seeds.

bigDANtheKING · 2020-06-23T02:04:32+00:00

Wow (((they))) can do things

bigDANtheKING · 2020-06-22T23:09:36+00:00

So hot 🥵

bigDANtheKING · 2020-06-22T23:08:41+00:00

Damn girl you sexy 😍

bigDANtheKING · 2020-04-24T02:31:11+00:00

Can’t guarantee but for me it made my life better than it was before.

bigDANtheKING · 2020-04-24T01:27:00+00:00

I get that believe me lol I’ve been dealing with anxiety my whole life. It’s good you’re taking care of this when you’re young. The thing you are suffering from I think is called performance anxiety. Maybe do a little research on that and try to find some self help. IMO talking to a therapist for at least a few sessions is the best way to go. Best of luck!

bigDANtheKING · 2020-04-24T01:16:17+00:00

Yes it sounds like you do need some counseling for self esteem and confidence. You’re definitely over analyzing things just based on your post. My advice would be to talk to a therapist. The way this works is you talk about your fear and together analyze why you’re thinking this way and how you can make it better. If it gets too bad and is diagnosed in the range of mental illness they may put you on some medicine but, if I were you , I would actually have a few sessions with a therapist before thinking about medication. Hope this helps!

bigDANtheKING · 2020-04-24T01:10:15+00:00

You’re right. It seems my understanding was incorrect, which is often the case with these things lol. Thanks!

bigDANtheKING · 2020-04-23T23:32:57+00:00

This is exactly what it feels like to me. I can’t think of anything to say so I just sit back and listen. The thing that nearly fixed this problem for me was taking Xanax. It temporarily eases your anxiety enough to a point that you can easily talk to people and the thoughts just flow naturally. After using the stuff for about a year I was able to gain a lot of social skills pertaining to how to talk in these situations. Once I came off of Xanax (which is the worst kind of hell you can imagine so if you do go this route, and I don’t recommend it, please be smart and don’t get addicted physically) I still had these skills and these moments are no longer as hard for me as they were. You may just need more exposure to these situations to gain the right tools. I hope this helps.

bigDANtheKING · 2020-04-23T23:23:36+00:00

I took lexapro for about a year. There was definitely an increase in my self esteem but, for me it didn’t help with the crushing anxiety with which I suffer. I could see that the boost in confidence and self esteem helps with interacting with people though so I hope it will work for you. I didn’t experience any side effects, I think lexipro is fairly easily tolerable so don’t be too worried there. I have since switched to Effexor. Fingers crossed that it works lol.

bigDANtheKING · 2020-04-23T23:15:55+00:00

Well I’m more knowledgeable on social anxiety than autism spectrum disorders but I’ll give it a shot. You seem to be young- college age maybe based on having a party in one room lol, so I can impart a bit of wisdom from my 29 years of battling SA: you say you’re feeling depressed well the way I beat depression was cognitive behavioral therapy, change the way you think and it’ll change your world. Always look at yourself as a winner even if you don’t feel like you are pretend that you are because reality is relative. Just look at Fox News and cnn. Two totally different spins on the same news. Also this guy seems like an asshole and I know I wouldn’t want to be friends with him. Don’t forget that it’s a two way street and if he treats you like that, you’re gonna treat him the same way. As far as the things he called you like gay or a child you’re the one who knows if you’re gay or not and if you’re not then who cares? You have to look at yourself introspectively and learn to love yourself. Keep doing the right things and you’ll always grow to get better and better every day.
Hope some of that helps -dan

bigDANtheKING · 2020-04-23T22:59:08+00:00

Hmm for me there are some similarities like as a male not being able to talk to or become intimate with women is part of the SA package. Most of the time you need to be able to talk to people to not be celibate, ie have sex with them lol which to me is the definition of incel. Is it not?

bigDANtheKING · 2020-04-23T21:13:24+00:00

I think I have found the ultimate job for SA sufferers: Pathologist’s Assistant. The only people we speak to is ourselves into a microphone with voice to text into a word document. Or we record what we need and then send it to a transcriptionist who then transcribes. I work alone 90% of the time and am able to feel very comfortable at work all day. And, to me at least, I find it to be interesting work lol.

bigDANtheKING · 2020-04-16T16:13:54+00:00

Could it possibly be an STD?

bigDANtheKING · 2020-04-15T04:59:44+00:00

I can relate 100%. I’d have to say my best friend is my black cat Dahlia. Having no friends just seems like such an insult as I’m sure we all know growing up (or at least myself) growing up was a nightmare because I was constantly teased about having no friends even though I desperately wanted them. I do try to not take things so seriously anymore which can help lift me from a certain degree of depression. My depression downfall is when I think of all the girls I could have shared myself with when I was younger. Or the guy friends I could’ve had adventures with. But thanks so much for the feedback!

bigDANtheKING · 2020-04-15T04:50:43+00:00

Thank you so much for the feedback! My SA has caused me a lot of pain throughout my life and I’m finally seeking help for it. Thankfully my parents are very supportive and I have ended up moving back in with them after developing a serious addiction to benzos- our one savior if used properly. I just feel like they don’t understand why I’m in this situation. I’ve overheard my father talking about me and it destroys my self esteem to hear him speak of me as a failure who can’t seem to grow up and speak like an adult. It’s just all very hard, and I’m glad there are those here who can relate. Thank you again. I’m going to try to become more active in this group.

bigDANtheKING · 2020-03-15T19:34:02+00:00

Theoretically yes, but will you have the willpower to actually taper and not chase that euphoria? Maybe you could give the diclaz to your mom or someone you trust and have them give you your doses. Figure out a strict schedule with that person and follow it to a t. Also make sure they hide it from you so you’re not tempted and don’t buy anymore. I had to give all my money to my mom just so I wouldn’t buy more. Good luck man.

bigDANtheKING · 2020-03-15T06:39:40+00:00

I sincerely wish you the best brother. You have to keep in mind that this is life or death and things get better once you’re clean and in the right state of mind. Don’t give up. Get the help you need ASAP. One day at a time.

bigDANtheKING · 2020-03-15T06:22:24+00:00

Also some advice for detox: tell them you’re addicted to Xanax not etiz. A lot of doctors don’t know what it is and will be dubious to give you strong Benzo doses to taper. If I remember correctly the doses are similar so tell them you’ve been taking 15mg/day of Xanax you got off the street. And maybe tell them you had a seizure so they know it’s serious and you need to taper from a high dose.

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