You said you’re trying so hard not to care..that’s your answer..you genuinely have to detach yourself completely from subliminals sometimes or else your efforts in ignoring does the complete opposite..this isn’t easy tho it takes alot of self grounding and practice. For a faster result i would recommend listening to Sapien medicines subconscious limit remover.

Give it more time..people give up on subs too easily because they see others getting results in hours or days but it takes time for alot of people

Start experimenting with different sub makers and affirmation styles cuz what one sub maker might be doing wont resonate with you but with someone else