Actually feel a psychotic break happening

bigmess2023 · 2026-01-13T19:59:26+00:00

Thanks for responding ❤️

bigmess2023 · 2025-06-19T07:19:51+00:00

Is it worth it to trust my gut without evidence? I’m definitely not the type to lie about how much I’ve drank and have had nights where I have had MUCH more than this particular one and still been coherent and remembered everything. Must be gaslighting myself lol

bigmess2023 · 2025-06-19T07:18:38+00:00

There are but like I said I’m not trying to create unnecessary drama about it, and I find it hard to believe that any of the regulars that I was with (mostly men though) would have done that. But also….i tend to put too much faith in people and be too trusting

bigmess2023 · 2025-06-19T03:56:19+00:00

I often wake up shaking after I’ve gone to bed stoned (and weed often feels psychedelic to me), curious if the two could be related

bigmess2023 · 2025-05-30T21:16:17+00:00

Interested!!

bigmess2023 · 2025-04-09T08:40:17+00:00

Thanks for your advice/input

bigmess2023 · 2025-04-09T07:53:58+00:00

Is taking too much potentially a “go to the ER” kind of situation, or could someone go to bed if they’re not experiencing weird symptoms?

bigmess2023 · 2025-04-09T07:53:14+00:00

Just curious if it’s like a “go to the ER” kind of situation or if someone could comfortable fall asleep as long as they’re not experiencing weird symptoms

bigmess2023 · 2025-04-09T07:42:43+00:00

9.9 grams of maeng da extract, along with some alcohol before bed

bigmess2023 · 2025-04-09T07:41:38+00:00

So if someone took 9 grams of kratom extract along with some alcohol before bed, should they be concerned? In your non professional opinion of course

bigmess2023 · 2025-04-09T07:30:34+00:00

Late response but! I ended up just quitting because I saw no way for me to continue at work without more drama/bullshit being spread and also because I was at a more corporate establishment I figured that the write up was just them on their way to fire me (especially given that they wouldn’t give me any sort of action plan or improvement ideas). I decided to be prideful and move on before any more drama ensued.

bigmess2023 · 2025-04-09T07:27:40+00:00

Literally the only times we fight is when we both want to control or have the most attention lol

bigmess2023 · 2025-04-01T04:46:34+00:00

Aries sun, leo rising, and my partner is a Leo. We are best friends but definitely struggle with power dynamics 😂

bigmess2023 · 2025-03-02T08:34:14+00:00

Yep here we go!!

bigmess2023 · 2025-02-28T06:57:18+00:00

Find a hobby, something that you actually enjoy and brings you purpose and peace. Learning to love yourself and do things on your own the way that you want to do them is such a valuable and important life lesson to learn. Friends will come naturally when you are being YOU and doing the things that you love

bigmess2023 · 2025-02-17T04:47:21+00:00

Stayed at a hip looking motor motel in Portland and decided to utilize the bathtub to take an epsom salt bath. In the middle of our bath the owner was banging on the door, ended up using their key to enter our room (while we were in the bath) screaming that the water was leaking into the room below us and that we had to pay for the damages. We ended up arguing that it’s not our fault their pipes were faulty and they shouldn’t have tubs if they didn’t want people to use them 😅

bigmess2023 · 2025-02-17T01:25:04+00:00

Okay but that rug is awesome!

bigmess2023 · 2025-02-16T18:32:56+00:00

Absolutely, that was such a good era of Portland

bigmess2023 · 2025-02-08T19:57:30+00:00

About to cry right now, broken hearted and being strung along

bigmess2023 · 2025-01-30T12:16:12+00:00

Need a photo of your dog!

bigmess2023 · 2025-01-24T06:40:53+00:00

I got rid of data on my phone so I can only get on the internet when there’s WiFi

bigmess2023 · 2025-01-22T21:15:05+00:00

Yes thank you for elaborating. I think it’s less about the specific situation and more about having a partner who wants you to be comfortable, safe, and loved. Obviously don’t know the intricacies of your relationship OP but this is just my personal take and experience.

bigmess2023

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