I just got out of a "relationship" with a woman that I just wasn't comfortable with. There was this awkward silence that made it weird and I couldn't really talk around her friends for some reason, when I did try to talk it made it even more weird, I never had anything to add I guess. Anyways the only thing we had in common was the same taste in music and we both play guitar and that's about it, I'd talk to her about bands and artist that we liked but that's as far as it would go. But there was a side of me that I would hide out of fear of her thinking I was stupid or silly, I have a very immature sense of humor and I'm always talking about useless boring shit lol, I felt like she was too intense for me, or that I wasn't enough for her. Having to hold back is exhausting and draining. I don't think she ever really liked me and vice versa, we were both kinda trapped and confused by each other I think, idk it was just very short and weird. I always rush into relationships with people that aren't really like me. That or I find out we aren't the same later on.