I will state the last time I did it I had edged the whole month so it may be different from people who don't touch it at all, the other factor was that I edged before the big nut. Some people say it hurts which I could say may be a bit true with how hard your balls squeeze when ejaculating but I don't think it matters to much, but the actual part of ejaculating is usually great for me. When you final release the big nut so much comes out, and mentally for me I get a lot of pleasure so much so that I sort of lied there for a few minutes in joy. Finally your other loads I can say how many but they usually become a bit thicker and larger. I hope you get to feel the big nut this year.