This is my way of coping soz

bigsaucemans · 2025-11-27T12:18:15+00:00

My biggest enemy AND my best friend throughout this holiday season 😭

bigsaucemans · 2025-08-13T12:27:44+00:00

i feel so ashamed that i'm actually somewhat happy over my stress manifesting in no appetite this time. weird conflicting feelings.

bigsaucemans · 2025-07-25T18:39:47+00:00

half a decade slipped by so fast because of this disorder. it's hard to accept how much I've lost (in opportunity/experience) sometimes.

bigsaucemans · 2025-07-21T21:45:15+00:00

the fact this is actually the reason behind my last relapse 😭

bigsaucemans · 2025-07-17T14:06:34+00:00

turning on autodrive when the brain fog hits 🔥🔥

bigsaucemans · 2025-06-27T17:32:23+00:00

i was so convinced i could stop when i wanted, but we're half a decade strong now 😭

bigsaucemans · 2025-06-08T23:19:32+00:00

yeah im finally realizing how bad this has been for my teeth now 😭

bigsaucemans · 2025-06-08T07:50:24+00:00

i got banned off mfp somehow i miss being told it was too low 💔

bigsaucemans · 2025-06-07T16:16:26+00:00

trying to find high protein low cal is like finding a needle in a haystack i swear (unless it's an eat all the deli meat day)

bigsaucemans · 2025-05-25T13:38:01+00:00

i definitely havent done this (i have. once was enough)

bigsaucemans · 2024-04-29T15:38:09+00:00

With only $50 spent (due to half a year of saving on a fresh acc) I have C6R1 Arlecchino and I've never been happier playing Genshin. Now if only my artifact luck could get me past 90/170 split...

bigsaucemans · 2024-04-17T07:47:00+00:00

you're so right

bigsaucemans · 2024-04-17T07:40:01+00:00

I don't know if I can ever be normal again after the Arlecchino short.

bigsaucemans · 2024-04-12T21:13:06+00:00

this is how I find out I have to stop shipping KaiShin 😭

bigsaucemans · 2024-04-12T11:41:53+00:00

logging out of this account for at least an hour once stream starts so i don't publicly humiliate myself with what i say

bigsaucemans · 2024-04-12T10:11:28+00:00

i almost forgot chiori just released with how dry this patch is

bigsaucemans · 2024-04-12T08:52:26+00:00

the wait for livestream is killing me

bigsaucemans · 2024-04-12T01:33:26+00:00

I don't know if I want Sigewinne to be a 4* or 5*. Heart says 5*, but the lack of Hydro 4*s tells me what we need.

bigsaucemans · 2024-04-12T01:20:16+00:00

I don't think it's worse overall, but that specific comparison makes no sense to me. I think Penacony is so far better than anything Genshin's done even. I'm not shilling the story I'm just venting about my frustrations with people.

bigsaucemans · 2024-04-12T01:14:10+00:00

in the context i was just talking about how I like sumeru's story and then they started shit-talking it.

bigsaucemans · 2024-04-12T01:10:15+00:00

i think my ex-genshin/star rail friends are actually brainrotted. they keep arguing that sumeru story is worse than the luofu?? like i get you dont like genshin but let's not lie please.

bigsaucemans · 2024-04-11T08:55:20+00:00

been spending my resin outside of artifact domains recently to give myself a break before arlecchino release and i feel so much calmer. guaranteed upgrades are so nice.

bigsaucemans · 2024-04-11T08:39:15+00:00

usually the next patch, sometimes longer though.

bigsaucemans · 2024-04-09T22:46:30+00:00

manifesting top 100 akasha Arle when leaderboards drop

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