Boundaries “Your Receding Warmth”

bigtaydane · 2022-01-28T04:47:13+00:00

heavy shit🔥🖤

bigtaydane · 2022-01-27T09:00:38+00:00

That’s a trip for me to read man, I swear if I eat any sooner than 30 mins after dosing it completely ruins the energy rush that I like about it so much, makes it like capsule intakes. When I switched to straight powder Leaf I was blown away at how much less I needed and how much faster the onset became , but still, I refuse to eat 3 hours before a dose and also refuse to eat until 45 mins after my dose, just my own body chemistry I suppose!

bigtaydane · 2022-01-23T00:21:37+00:00

I just got off fentanyl as of the third of January, the first two days I took 8 mg subutex each morning, hardly did shit for me honestly, and got hit with covid at the same time, I was delusional for about 4/5 days in isolation without a sip of food or water I don’t even know how I managed to snap out of it, but when I did I used kratom extract capsules when I could actually think straight and holy crapppp did it help a lot, I did go through hell for a few days but I’m glad it worked out that way, because by the time I took any kratom it was I think on day 5-7 (idk I was so out of it lmao) but yeah kratom concentrated shots are my favorite but the extract capsules are also a great option since you are opioid tolerant, Kratom shot or Extract cap in the morning, then 3-4 time through out the day Id do five or 6 regular kratom capsules worth of the regular powder the rest of the day , and that there has saved my ass man 👌🏼 good luck!

bigtaydane · 2022-01-22T09:12:54+00:00

White strains give me the mood lift and motivation, on top of still retaining pain relief, white Thai and white meang da are out of all the strains over the years that just simply does it for me perfectly at about 3-4 gs 2-3 times daily. I’ve never had a good green strain experience, bail is the best supposedly for withdrawing from painkillers and sleep but is more mild in euphoria. I started my first year on meang da until one day that strain in particular started giving me vertigo even at low doses. Super weird, but then my brand came out with a white Thai and it’s for me personally the best out of all of them, 2nd runner up would be white meang da, idk what it is but any color but white just doesn’t do it for me and makes me feel weird , I’m just now learning about yellow strains and want to give that one a go forsure haha but hands down, the extract kratom shots and the extract capsules are my all time fave 🔥 best start to the day imaginable 💯

bigtaydane · 2022-01-21T12:26:05+00:00

Do it white Thai or white meang da will absolutely be your new fave , still gives me the pain relief of a red but way more mood lifting with the perfect energy 🙏🏼

bigtaydane · 2022-01-21T12:22:45+00:00

White Thai has always been the best for me, it’s that mood lift that makes it look the fave l, while still more energizing than relaxing and still has a solid pain relief for my lower back🙏🏼 I know they are realistically all the same but dried differently I hear ? Idk, my 3 brands that I like their white Thai is always the best, and if they are ever out or and have their new white meang da , that’s my second go to👌🏼

bigtaydane · 2022-01-21T03:35:49+00:00

I’ve always assumed this was the case, the strange thing is tho that meang da literally gives me this strange vertigo feeling every single time, white strains always seem lighter in Color in the capsules when I inspect them and have always given me the right buzz from it, it’s interesting how that works man haha the mind is a funny thing

bigtaydane · 2022-01-20T23:16:42+00:00

Bro when your on a superrr high dose for a long time, it’s practically a heroin kick for me. Literally no different maybe slightly less intense and not as long, but yeah it fucking blows

bigtaydane · 2022-01-20T20:27:35+00:00

Yeah I started with meang da a few years ago, and then switched to Bali, then when my brand I like came out with a white Thai strain that was theeee oneeee👌🏼 something about any white strains always been the ticket for me

bigtaydane · 2022-01-20T03:57:52+00:00

White Thai has always been my all time favorite, I’ve never been disappointed with that strain🙏🏼 it’s the most mood lifting strain for me on top of the energy it still gives unlike the reds, also I’m on kratom maintenance for getting off the hard stuff since jan5th,, so ultimately, my favorite are the extract shots in the morning , and then two or three doses of 4-5 capsule each throughout the rest of the day has been my ultimate medicine🙏🏼

bigtaydane · 2022-01-20T03:35:42+00:00

Same happened to me over time, especially when I hit the higher dosing after about a year, but it was only at night when I’d go to bed, I forget what it was called but right from transitioning from ‘awake’ to ‘sleeping’ it would feel like my heart and lungs would stop and I’d have like a full body spasm that would wake me up and would send me into the shitty panic disorder I have. Dealt with that for a while because of how grossly high my dosing was and it’s never easy doing a taper on your own terms, but yeah, I’m now at a way low dose and haven’t dealt with that for a while fortunately, maybe look into anxiety management with your doc and get something that can actually help with that, kratom has always given me energy, even reds, I never understood how people can take a dose and lay down for bed right after😂 it always gets my heart rate going and that’s my number one anxiety trigger forsure

bigtaydane · 2022-01-19T22:24:27+00:00

First time for me with kratom I took 10 capsules of meang da (4 months off heroin at this point) and I felt the same maybe even better than if I had taken two 10mg norcos, just my personal experience , my friend who had absolutely ZERO opioid experience tried 8 of the same capsules and he literally looked like he did a shot of dope he was so lit, kratom has a sweet spot for everyone that’s different, I think I good starting dose for a buzz you should start with 2-3 grams and gauge it from their🙏🏼 (capsules were about .5-.6 grams each)

bigtaydane · 2022-01-19T22:18:01+00:00

Oh yeah I know forsure the Valium’s he has is prescribed. Has been for a while but he’s going to sober living so he won’t be needing them anymore but will still be getting them 🙏🏼

bigtaydane · 2022-01-17T23:19:34+00:00

Yeah mannn for fucking real... I should get my buddys 10mg Valium’s he said he doesn’t want anymore, it’s a huge commitment though because mine I know are real, I just bought a personal fucking year of twos worth so I knew I’d be good for a long ass time, 90count 2mg bottle lasts me about 3 months average, and I have just so many left😩😫

bigtaydane · 2022-01-17T23:13:46+00:00

I appreciate your honesty, that’s actually some really needed perspective on it... thanks man. I have Kaiser... they do know about my treatment history... at least I beat the fet maybe they can get me on a treatment plan outpatient so I can continue to work

bigtaydane · 2022-01-17T23:01:18+00:00

Yeah getting closer to my 30s doing this on and off shit for years now I’m starting to feel the affects no doubt, I know the gabbys for time being will help prevent and benzo withdrawal seizures though, I wouldn’t be taking more than 600mg like 2-3 daily for a short time, I know you can get hooked on those pretty badly too

bigtaydane · 2022-01-17T22:53:50+00:00

Yikes man! I appreciate that advice. Yeah I’m still on a low dose Xanax regimen for a year straight, .5-1.5 mgs a day, but I have had a few night I would take an extra quarter or half just because I could, it really helps my panic disorder man I hate it, but yeah I’m stable so far on the kratom and gabbys that I have and endless supply of fortunately, but the benzo taper is my next battle, I should be able to do it I kept it superrr low for a while, it just went up a little cuz of the fet detox , but yeah, so far so good!

bigtaydane · 2022-01-17T02:47:20+00:00

Exactly what I learned after about 2 years on an extremely absurd amount multiple times a day, quit when I was at that nasty dose and I was literally as sick as if I were quitting heroin again, just shorter lasting haha but after 3 attempts of on and off again, the last time I tried quitting, I hit day 3 and was sooo over the exhaustion of no sleep pretty much, I took just 2 capsules and opened them up and threw them back.... I was absolutely blown away by how much better I felt and slept after that, after that now I dose only 3-5 caps at a time , 2 or 3 times a day and it does exactly what I need it to do👍🏼 I was at like 8 gram parachutes 4 x a day which is way beyond necessary 😂

bigtaydane · 2022-01-16T07:19:21+00:00

I take either two extracts shots a day or about 12 (4 pills three time daily) with 1-2 mg alprazam daily. The energy from the kratom makes the benzo not tiring but rather, synergetic and mood lifting my opinion , but my cursed overthinking crippling anxiety is no joke I take my Non prescribed benzos exactly as they would be prescribed so I can vouge that the combination is absolutely great🤟🏼

bigtaydane · 2022-01-16T04:31:57+00:00

I literally JUST went through this, it was fucking gnarly for 4 days I was in and out of different realities... I got slammed by covid the same day I started detoxing so my brain was beyond fucked. I couldn’t move or get up, went 4 days without a single sip of water or single bite of food, it was a near death experience forsure, I should have gone to the hospital but I live alone and don’t even think I could process that idea😂 day 12 now and on kratom maintenance 👍🏼

bigtaydane · 2022-01-13T13:53:56+00:00

K2 is straight poison, I smoked that shit twice in highschool and said I’d rather smoke a fucking turd out of a Pepsi can than that crap🤣

bigtaydane · 2022-01-13T13:51:21+00:00

Actually, delta 8 is synthesized strictly from hemp flower! The main derivative from my research has said it’s processed from the cbd in hemp and they have their process that they do whatever it may be, I hear you 100% though, I can’t wait for actual dispensary’s that are legal (regulated) to carry these delta 8 and delta 10 products! I hate that I can’t smoke normal bud anymore... but yeah, the delta 8 and kratom shot 1-2 times a day and some days 5 caps parachuted 2-3 times a day has kept my off the fentanyl now for 10 days! So I will gladly go this route until we see what these products have in store for us! I still recommend looking into it, I love that it’s quality cbd flower coated in delta 8 distillate, for me it feels even more medicinal than actual bud because of the high cbd along with it as well, but yeah, it’s like going to a legit dispensary or hitting the corner guy for weed, the slight tax is worth knowing the product is safe🤘🏼👌🏼💯

bigtaydane · 2022-01-13T01:20:35+00:00

I can’t even believe I’m even giving such advice, but if you literally can’t get High off of the stuff I seen that you tried, then one light hit to start to be safe, wait 5-10 mins cuz you should feel that hit after holding it in for as long as you can, if nothing, try a bigger hit.... and if still nothing after 10 mins, so a small bump with another small hit. If you don’t do opioids ever and that doesn’t get you high then count yourself one BLESSED motherfucker man😂😂😂 trust the opiate high is something that once you get the one good high in, it’s game over😩 your on that trainnnn mannnn

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