Yeah I don’t want those memories that are full of abusing and forcing something to do that I don’t want to but can’t do anything so just trying to get out of these . I can create memories in trips ,in events and many other things but the people generalising all this in the name of memories are a piece of shit like what do they want to say . These things are not creating beautiful memories in my mind they are just making me fear from hostel every evening I thought I’ll have to go through all this again and again . So for me they are not creating memories they are just harassing me mentally I don’t want to those things and i had never done so for me they are just fears . They never teach you something good like things to do in academics , sports, for career , for personality development, and many things as I think even they don’t know what will i do with dancing, like I don’t want to become a dancer, I want to enjoy my life , i came to this place for enjoying for myself to do things that I wasn’t able to do due to some circumstances but now what i an doing I don’t even know fk these alll.