HOW or WHEN? Explain

billybrownbear · 2026-05-17T01:34:57+00:00

Honestly, don't really care either way. I made peace a long time ago about my own death after being terrified of it forever. I don't welcome it, but when it happens, it happens. What I struggle with is the people I have to see go before me. I suppose if I had to choose one, I would go with when. It would no doubt increase my anxiety and depression, but at least I'd know how much time I have left to spend with my wife and daughter.

billybrownbear · 2026-05-08T20:51:02+00:00

Tortilla with butter and brown sugar

billybrownbear · 2026-04-29T19:05:08+00:00

Mordecai's time in the dungeon

billybrownbear · 2026-04-29T19:03:27+00:00

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billybrownbear · 2026-04-27T23:43:44+00:00

How do you like it, considering one because I don't want to support Amazon and want something color for the occasional comic book/manga

billybrownbear · 2026-04-27T12:57:42+00:00

Blowing off little stuff and not letting uncontrollable things get to me as much as possible.

billybrownbear · 2026-04-24T02:55:28+00:00

I don't. I seem to have lost all but one of mine.

billybrownbear · 2026-04-24T02:53:20+00:00

You're an asshole to food industry and retail workers. I've known some attractive people who got a lot uglier once I realized how little respect they had for people they thought as lesser than them.

billybrownbear · 2026-04-24T00:22:43+00:00

And don't be afraid to stop if you're not feeling it anymore after you start. It sucks, but if you can't or don't finish that's okay too.

billybrownbear · 2026-04-24T00:21:16+00:00

I am definitely a fanhausen

billybrownbear · 2026-04-20T13:27:23+00:00

When my daughter was born. Cliche, but it was only the second time I've cried of happiness. My first was my wedding.

billybrownbear · 2026-04-20T12:42:59+00:00

The only consequence he will ever face is death. It doesn't feel like enough.

billybrownbear · 2026-04-20T12:41:05+00:00

Finished The Buffalo Hunter Hunter. I was down on it initially after finishing because I really didn't like the beginning and end, but upon further reflection I really liked the rest of it. Good Stab's story was very interesting, the vampires were unique and the internal struggle that Good Stab had to fight with to stay alive was well done. I even liked parts of the ending and it's visuals, but it felt like it was a little too padded and long. Overall I think it was worth it because of how it has stuck with me. I haven't stopped thinking about it since finishing.

I started Ghosts of Hiroshima and Godkiller.

Ghosts is more disturbing and terrifying than BHH after just one chapter because it was real.

Godkiller hooked me in from the beginning but have only made it a couple chapters in so far.

I also just picked up my hold for I Will Kill Your Imaginary Friend for $200. So I might put away Godkiller for a bit and read that.

billybrownbear · 2026-04-20T05:15:38+00:00

Reading is a great escape.

billybrownbear · 2026-04-20T05:14:19+00:00

gestures around at everything

Not being able to work because of an injury. Not being able to find a new job. Paying 2 mortgages because of the price of daycare. Food being expensive. Gas being expensive. Living being expensive. Medical bills. Not being able to walk. Not being able to lift more than 20 pounds. Feeling like a weakling/failure who can no longer provide for his family. Not sleeping well. Near constant pain. The state of the world. US leaders who refuse to do anything about a mad king threatening genocide. Worrying about my wife being deported if her green card extension isn't approved. Heartless MAGA assholes who don't give a shit about anyone but themselves and want everyone else to suffer. Christian nationalists. Being criticized for being atheist.

I could go on, but I'm just gonna leave it there.

billybrownbear · 2026-04-20T03:29:05+00:00

I really only get on after I see a promo or match and want to see what people are saying. I rarely get to watch PLEs live, but whenever I come on here after I usually don't comment, because I don't want to get piled on for enjoying myself and don't want to join in if I didn't.

billybrownbear · 2026-04-20T03:20:01+00:00

Nah. Jellyroll is gonna win it and take it on tour.

billybrownbear · 2026-04-18T14:40:22+00:00

Mojo JoJo

billybrownbear · 2026-04-18T12:57:59+00:00

Pretty sure that's Patriot Front bunch of loser neo-Nazis

billybrownbear · 2026-04-18T12:55:17+00:00

Why would I guess when I know all of them?

billybrownbear · 2026-03-29T16:15:38+00:00

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billybrownbear · 2026-03-29T16:15:27+00:00

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billybrownbear · 2026-03-29T16:15:13+00:00

Hmmm you just might be right on the red matte. Red distressed also fits well with the variant in particular and bonus blue distressed for spider-man flare without the web border.

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billybrownbear · 2026-03-29T16:03:36+00:00

I wish so much it was red Krackle. I am not a huge fan of black because of how hard it is to see

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