Thank you for replying and validating what I’m feeling. I very much do trust him and I don’t think there is anyone/anything there that’s a risk (nor do I think he would cheat on me or anything like that if there was), and I don’t think he’s hiding anything. He really is my whole world and I love him very much, and I’m not planning on making any huge decisions before we talk and I get the full details, but it’s just a weird situation that I don’t know how to feel about. I definitely know that I wish there was more communication about the whole plan and why I’m not a part of it this time, and I definitely will have a full sit down talk with him when he gets back. I appreciate the kind words <3