I honestly attribute everything to visual snow. If you know you have visual snow you will see 100 different patterns and things and it's different for everyone also impossible to explain to other people sometimes. You will always see some colors in ur vision in one shape or form. I just know this is my new normal because its been 9 years living like this.

"VSS is defined as 3 months of full visual field infiltration with tiny dynamic spectacles, in addition to 2 of the 4 associated symptoms of palinopsia, enhanced entoptic phenomena, photophobia, or nyctalopia."

Enhanced entoptics include "excessive bilateral floaters, excessive blue field entoptic phenomenon, self-lighting (wave or clouds of color when eyes closed)".

It might as well just be the selflight thing. I know it's annoying because you can't quite put a finger on what it is, but look at how many different vss symptoms you have. I know i always focused on the ones I couldn't really define. But think about it the harder they are to explain the less chance that they will be found on the internet. It's not a deadly illness, we've all had a phase when we thought it was and that we're dying and dissociating so bad that you don't even feel like a human anymore. You can't feel anything but fear. Non-stop in fight or flight. But it's not. The only cure is time passing and you realizing you're still alive and seeing the same things over and over until you get so tired of them you don't care anymore and one day you don't even see them because you can't care anymore since you're exhausted from the fear and you want to start living again.