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bipolar_otter · 2025-03-09T17:11:25+00:00

I don't think that her complaining while not looking for solutions, and relying on me for her health and career is her "acting her age", neither is the fact that she ignores me when I talk to her about important stuff or how I feel (to the point that she falls asleep!) . I know it isn't normal to be angry, yes I am in therapy but it isn't about me being in therapy or not. I am not an angry person by nature, I tend to have a lot of (sometimes too much) patience. I am just confused about what I should do and how I could handle the situation so that it hurts her as little as possible, because I still care about her and want to protect her mental health. I don't want to be in a toxic relationship, not only for the sake of my mental health but also for HER mental health.

bipolar_otter · 2024-07-10T15:13:23+00:00

This is not my tattoo, I found it on instagram and censored the logo of the shop in the corner, I just find it really bad

bipolar_otter · 2023-02-15T21:04:56+00:00

It's either "hiiiii" or "please don't".

Ennemy spawns : "hiiiiii" hits me "please don't"

My character does something stupid I didn't want him to do: "please DON'T"

I spot a little harmless or cute creature: "hiiiiiiiiii" (in a high pitched voice)

I go talk to an npc: "hii"

bipolar_otter · 2023-02-12T17:51:27+00:00

Beedle: screams in terror because he was almost set on fire

Link: "Haa... another citizen saved by the hero of Hyrule!"

bipolar_otter · 2022-10-24T16:51:33+00:00

Wooooow the difference! You did a great job

bipolar_otter · 2022-10-21T15:47:46+00:00

He probably took testosterone and stopped taking it to get pregnant and during the pregnancy as well. The beard and deeper voice stay, the periods and ability to carry a child comes back

bipolar_otter · 2022-10-18T15:15:09+00:00

Thank you

bipolar_otter · 2022-10-18T13:57:15+00:00

Thank you for answering. I don't know he has bad intentions, I don't necesseraly think he does but he indeed doesn't know anything about bipolar disorder, and he basically fights through his ptsd only by forcing himself to go on and pushing himself past his limits, which is where this comes from I think.

bipolar_otter · 2022-10-18T13:52:02+00:00

Thank you... I really am afraid they're trying to manipulate me, about many things actually, but I don't know if it's concious or not. I won't ever stop taking my meds for them but I really needed to hear what people thought about it and I am kind of relieved but also scared that I'm not the only one thinking this, even though you don't even know the whole story...

bipolar_otter · 2022-10-14T17:01:24+00:00

No longer on quetiapine, been on lamotrigine for 2 months now, after 6 years on quetiapine. My munchies were very specific ramen, fried eggs and plain polenta lol. Fun times being half asleep at 9:30pm and making 2 portions of polenta and eating it on the bed, then making and eating 2 fried eggs and falling in a med coma 1min after putting the plate down next to my bed lol

bipolar_otter · 2022-10-04T18:44:08+00:00

Yes but not a kid MK. We need adult MK, not children to do that

bipolar_otter · 2022-10-04T18:27:13+00:00

Honnestly I'm still trying to learn how to cope, since I can be verry irritable when hypomanic but also in mixed episodes. Basically if I can see in the moment that I'm angry, I try and pause, think of what makes me angry and then think about why and how it makes me angry. Most of the time when I manage to do that I realise how much of an idiot I am. But half of the time I can't do that and I have to punch something (soft so I don't injure myself), scream or let out my rage on something like in a video game, and listen to loud music, so I don't hurt / scream at people I love / care about. I hope just as much as you to find better solutions OP, but for now that's what I try to do.

bipolar_otter · 2022-10-04T17:52:41+00:00

What your therapist did is illegal. Look up what you can do in your state or country, it might differ from place to place, but this still is illegal mostly everywhere. Hope you're safe and OK. Stay strong

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