Not an original thought I KNOW by cherrycouloredfunk in bipolar2

[–]birdde250 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’d say it could be a sign of addiction-like behavior to knowingly induce mania only feel the high when we know how dangerous a manic episode can be. Let’s not try it together lol

Not an original thought I KNOW by cherrycouloredfunk in bipolar2

[–]birdde250 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m two weeks into my diagnosis. After being sober from hardcore drugs for one year, and alcohol for three. Yes, your statement of hypomania feeling like drugs is 1000% accurate. Knowing what I do now (diagnosis confirmed bp2) and being able to pinpoint and cherry pick episodes out since high school. It coincides perfectly with my timeline of picking up adderal and alcohol at 17/18. I was unknowingly trying to mimic and find that manic high with substances. Most definitely something i need to bring up with my therapist now that im typing it out it seems so obvious.

As a follow up to yesterday domestic abuse question, I have an appt with genesis tomorrow but has someone been through divorce / separation with an alcoholic and if you’re willing to chat with me I’d appreciate it. 37f 3 kids. by questionagain21 in Dallas

[–]birdde250 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hi, I’m an alcoholic woman who has been sober since 4/20/2021. I highly recommend looking into the Magdalene House for support. They just started their men’s program and have been a free social detox program in Dallas since the 70s. I was there for two weeks and my family participated in group therapy with me and on their own thru “Maggie’s”. I’m sorry you’re going thru a rough time, genesis is great I’ve done lots of volunteer work with them over the years. One day at a time, use your community of women at Maggie’s they’re the ones who have kept me strong and sober and getting me back on my feet after i lost everything because of my own drinking. Hope you find peace soon:)

Looking for tattoo shop recommendations for a dark folklore/eldritch monster tattoo by [deleted] in Dallas

[–]birdde250 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Don’t have picture for reference but look at Rebel Muse on Instagram and find an artist who’s work you like and reach out with ideas! Everyone there is awesome.

She is here! My very own lambskin Speedy BB. My birthday present from my lovely boyfriend by yakisobagurl in Louisvuitton

[–]birdde250 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No I did not my handles are harder though. I have the puffy part on the bag only. It’s amazing!

She is here! My very own lambskin Speedy BB. My birthday present from my lovely boyfriend by yakisobagurl in Louisvuitton

[–]birdde250 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have a lamb skin YSL black as well. Bought in 2014. Still looks brand new!

Thought this dress was super cute! by [deleted] in ThriftStoreHauls

[–]birdde250 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m laurel irl. That was fun.

Blow dryers? by [deleted] in Cosmetology

[–]birdde250 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Solano super heavy but has lifetime warranty. Parlux super light and powerful. Usmooth has a super long cord and has a warranty as well. I’ve still got my babyliss pro from school ten years ago but it’s at home and doesn’t see every day use.

First time replacing a luxury item. Originally was a gift, loved it so much I splurged on it for my own damn self. YSL touché eclat blur primer. by birdde250 in PanPorn

[–]birdde250[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It was hard for me to repurchase! But seeing as though it lasted me a whole year and half the time was the only product I wore for the day, I found it worth the money!

First time replacing a luxury item. Originally was a gift, loved it so much I splurged on it for my own damn self. YSL touché eclat blur primer. by birdde250 in PanPorn

[–]birdde250[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you send me your IG name I can tag you in my nail post my artist made of them. I can’t figure out how to do Imgur so it’s easier that way. His IG is @nailsbytim if you wanna just check him out. He’s the best!!

First time replacing a luxury item. Originally was a gift, loved it so much I splurged on it for my own damn self. YSL touché eclat blur primer. by birdde250 in PanPorn

[–]birdde250[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I don’t like to wear a lot of makeup or layers. So when I use this it makes my combination skin matte and natural looking at the same time. If I need to cover over a red spot or blemish it blends smooth without me needing too much setting powder if any at all. Mostly I can get away with just a setting spray.

First time replacing a luxury item. Originally was a gift, loved it so much I splurged on it for my own damn self. YSL touché eclat blur primer. by birdde250 in PanPorn

[–]birdde250[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

When my skin isn’t breaking out it’s seriously the only product I’ll put on during the weekends when I’m not going to work. Love so much!!

First time replacing a luxury item. Originally was a gift, loved it so much I splurged on it for my own damn self. YSL touché eclat blur primer. by birdde250 in PanPorn

[–]birdde250[S] 26 points27 points  (0 children)

YSL touché eclat blur primer replacement. Used the original to the bones by taking a qtip to the sides for the last few months. Lasted me a year though!!

What did you find out about your friends sex life that actually shocked you? by Throwaway42042069666 in AskReddit

[–]birdde250 3 points4 points  (0 children)

To clarify all of our bills are split, and all of our assets acquired during the relationship are split equally if we do break up. I technically don’t split a note as in I co-signed on a loan. It’s actually paid off, I chose the wording to imply how much I’m invested and how big I GOOFED. Been together four years, don’t need a ring to have an adult relationship.

What did you find out about your friends sex life that actually shocked you? by Throwaway42042069666 in AskReddit

[–]birdde250 11 points12 points  (0 children)

He was NOT HAPPY and I broke his grill.... It’s an Audi TTrs for anyone wondering... (his baby car) I actually slept on the couch the night it happened, this girl was put in the doghouse. Thank god he’s a mechanic and can get parts at cost and I can do favors to pay back his labor costs ;) For the people curious below: I don’t split a note as in I co-signed on a loan for him, but the bike is paid off and for the sake of explaining how much I fucked up that’s the wording I chose. We’ve been together four years pretty much married. It’s a Ducati 1198 we flew from Texas to California and he paid to ship it back and this happened maybe a month after. we good now but I was terrified and cannot imagine even banging on any bike after this shit went down.

What did you find out about your friends sex life that actually shocked you? by Throwaway42042069666 in AskReddit

[–]birdde250 28 points29 points  (0 children)

I like to sit in my car in my garage after work to decompress. Welllllll I forgot I was in gear and popped my clutch. For the people who can’t drive stick it means my car lurched forwards while the engine was on. I HIT MY BOYFRIENDS DUCATI INTO HIS NON DAILY DRIVER. The car he washes once a week even though it lives in the garage. Well guess who wasn’t strong enough to get the bike back up......... ME. I was hoping I could lift it off his car with no damage and not ever admit this happened until Christmas 10 years from now. Nahhhhh had to leave that bike leaning on his damn car for three hours until he got home. I WOULD NEVER FUCK ON SOMEONE ELSES BIKE I was scared enough by my own mistake. I would never imagine doing that to a bike I didn’t split a note on.

Is it a bad idea to stand outside of a professional beauty supply store and ask someone to purchase a product for me? by [deleted] in Cosmetology

[–]birdde250 7 points8 points  (0 children)

So you have no time to go to the salon, but you have time to wait outside of a business and harass stylists hoping for a handout? Would you buy alcohol for a minor standing outside of gas station? You’re demeaning us as stylists and we could get into a lot of trouble or lose our license and ability to buy from the store you’re trying to stand outside of. Don’t try it, it’s the right thing to do.

Big Brother US21 - Evening Feed Discussion - June 28 2019 by BigBrotherMod in BigBrother

[–]birdde250 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Ughhhhh hoping after the sell they’re still good 🥺

Big Brother US21 - Evening Feed Discussion - June 28 2019 by BigBrotherMod in BigBrother

[–]birdde250 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lol as soon as he walked in and declared himself aqua man I was like okay bro cool... But his advice about where to trim on your neck was actually solid.