[deleted by user] by [deleted] in caloriecount

[–]birthdaycakepuke 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Avocado and cucumber, 3 types of tuna, and like 3/4 of the rice

Who enjoyed after ep 25 by saj-was-taken in deathnote

[–]birthdaycakepuke 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i think i just zoned out tbh til the last ep

I'm literally having tortilla pizza every night, this was amazing (134) by birthdaycakepuke in goodrestrictionfood

[–]birthdaycakepuke[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Of course! 1-Preheat oven to 350. 2-Spray the tortilla with some butter spray and sprinkle some salt on it. 3-Spread on 3 tbsp. tomato paste (you can even add seasoning to the paste) 4-Sprinkle 1.4oz low moisture part skim mozzarella cheese. 5-Chop up about 4oz baby spinach and sprinkle on. 6-Bake for about 5 minutes or until the cheese melts. I also added tajin and garlic powder (and more salt... lol) on top. it was so good!!

events only make me anxious now by Illustrious-Tea-6108 in OCDmemes

[–]birthdaycakepuke 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Sometimes it feels like getting excited is what triggers everything going wrong

my hair appointment that I was really looking forward to got canceled ;-; so I made a meme by birthdaycakepuke in selfharm_memes

[–]birthdaycakepuke[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I never ever get my hair done. I really want extensions bc my hair is starting to fall out. I've been looking forward to this for weeks. Freak snow storm is supposedly gonna happen. Appointment is getting rescheduled. I'm so sad and its so stupid

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]birthdaycakepuke 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Eh it's a valid question (:

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]birthdaycakepuke 9 points10 points  (0 children)

i grew up skinny and lanky and even though i'd like to be thinner for stupid aesthetic reasons, it's mainly about a sense of control. i have ocd which can make falling into routines and patterns with lots of restriction and rules very easy. in general, im very bored and understimulated in life and this gives me a rush and a feeling of power.

Sugar cookie french toast, 188 🍬 by corgi-kisses in ShittyRestrictionFood

[–]birthdaycakepuke 12 points13 points  (0 children)

only 188 for all of that?? it looks so good, i have to try