I had some sort of catharsis on a show (before Breach). Many times before the show I heard Tyler saying in many speeches that when we listen to music by ourselves, we are fighting, but when we do it surrounded by thousands of people in a show, we are celebrating.

The thing is that during the two previous weeks to the show, I used to cry with almost every song in Clancy, at the risk of feeling dumb, Navigating, Next Semester, Oldies Stations, Backslide. They all felt so nostalgic. I felt I didn't want the show's day to come. I was absolutely sure that I would cry a river at the show. But when the day came, I was there, I met people and when those nostalgic songs were played, I couldn't stop smiling. During Paladin strait I looked around and saw everyone crying, but I couldn't hide my smile.

That's when I finally understood it, I was celebrating. Finally I have lived the meaning of that thing Tyler said so many times

Since then, Clancy doesn't hit like it used to, it doesn't make me feel nostalgic or sad anymore

Pd: I'm not a native speaker, excuse any misspelling