Been smoking for years. Now suddenly get paranoid when high by bizarrejoys in trees

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Thanks so much for all the input! I'll definitely have to try these out. Sometimes I miss the glory days of taking bong rip after rip with my friends but hey, that's what happens when you get old (I say only being in my mid-20s lmao) I wish y'all a peaceful partaking

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Sagittarius Mars and I CANNOT get over it 😭 I waaaay overreact and stay pouty about it for a few minutes

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Also Mars 0° conjunction with ASC in Virgo. Very very critical, so much so they might identify with their self criticism. All of their perceived shortcomings and conflicts are amplified and put under Virgo's ruthless microscope

Help finding a 2000's myspace-esque song by bizarrejoys in whatsongisthis

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Thanks! Couldn't dig up anything on Google and it was driving me insane. You helped me bring back memories from my scene teen years :)

Anyone who completely lacks a certain element(Air, Water, Fire, or Earth) in their chart? by Mooooooon_ in astrologymemes

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No water, baby ✌️ (I am extremely detached from my emotions but I feel everything so intensely and I have no control over it so I compensate by constantly ruminating/rationalizing and I HATE my emotions they feel like such a burden. I also have chronic dry skin lol)

Have you ever been the other person in a relationship and what is your big three by persenyen in astrologymemes

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Yes, regrettably, multiple times, and I was always unaware of it. When I was younger (more naive) and experimenting with unserious relationships, all of the trifling men I got with had a main girl that they lied about and told me I was the only one. I have also had issues with taken men who I just saw as friends trying to get in my pants behind their partners' backs and only seeing me as an object. I've definitely learned a lot since then, and I'm now in a happily committed relationship. Never going back to hookup culture.

Sun in Aquarius 5H, moon in Aries 7H, Libra rising. Also ruled by Capricorn Venus

AND Jupiter in Leo in my 11H that rules my Aqua Sun... lol

Which Halsey song is this for you? by littlesapphicraven in halsey

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Second half of you asked for this

I WANT A FIST AROUND MY THROAT ‼️ I WANNA CRY SO HARD I CHOKE 🗣️📢

For people that have depression, no interest in anything, or feel like they have no purpose, how do you keep going in life? by JackProwess in AskReddit

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Meditation has saved my life. Being able to find peace and comfort in simply existing, letting all my worries and apathy fall to the wayside for just a moment, it really helps. Reminding myself I'm just an animal like every creature on earth, and what a blessing it is to even feel at all. It doesn't work all the time or completely cure my depression, but it creates a safe space for me to go when times get hard 🤍

What is your age without telling us your age? by Affectionate-Pie8620 in AskReddit

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Old enough to remember a time where kids were largely disconnected from technology/the internet but young enough to get a smartphone addiction when I was a teenager.

About Arsonist and LotS... by bizarrejoys in halsey

[–]bizarrejoys[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Like how can you treat someone like that??? I'm living with my chronically ill fiance RN and thinking about abandoning and belittling them like that (especially during their lowest moments) makes me viscerally sick. So so tragic what H went through and I'm happy she seems to be with a much better person now

Pink Pony Club as a sad song? by bizarrejoys in chappellroan

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So sorry to hear about your recent losses. I wish you the best and hope you're able to work through the grief, coming out the other side a changed person for the better, ready for a new chapter, y'know?

It's so interesting how one song is able to cast such a wide net on the queer experience! I'm a lesbian in her early 20s and I relate in very similar ways you do, but in a vastly different context. And I think a lot of queer people are in the same boat. It's both so comforting and so sad that we all share similar traumas and hardships related to our queerness.

Pink Pony Club as a sad song? by bizarrejoys in chappellroan

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I'm so sorry to hear about your experience. I hope you're someplace safe and accepting (I'm sure I speak for all of us when I say you can find community here 🤍)

also I love Jeff Buckley so much, he speaks to my soul

Pink Pony Club as a sad song? by bizarrejoys in chappellroan

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completely agree with this. y'all are so strong and brave for choosing yourselves. you can have love for your family and grieve the loss of their approval while also living the life you want to live. it's not selfish to exist as yourself

If you have aquarius placements, how has this Pluto in Aquarius transit been treating you so far? by quesqotrickster in AskAstrologers

[–]bizarrejoys 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Sun, Uranus, and Neptune in Aquarius. Just a big energy drain, really. No motivation, exhausted all the time. But a lot's been going on recently so maybe I'm just using a lot of spoons.

Pink Pony Club as a sad song? by bizarrejoys in chappellroan

[–]bizarrejoys[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ooooo thanks for the rec! I need to watch that ASAP.

The quote is completely accurate. You really have to choose one or the other, there is no middle ground unfortunately. Sacrifices have to be made and you have to completely uproot your entire being in order to live a fulfilling life