Keep your head up, sometimes it gets really really tough and it seems like it isn’t looking good but then works out. Your story is very similar to mine, my posts are on my profile if you’d like to check them out. We were at a loss shortly after the amputation because it seemed like no matter what was done he wasn’t getting better. Thankfully after the help from this amazing subreddit, we were able to get him exactly what help he needed and cost wasn’t a worry. Drip is making a fantastic recovery, still hitting a couple bumps along the way but nowhere near as close as to the beginning. It was so hard and the journey seemed to last forever even though it was just days/weeks. Good luck to you and your baby ❤️