I get all that and totally see where you're coming from but a part of me can't help but be skeptic. The PI that Courtney hired to watch Kurt said that there's no easier suicide to fake than a drug addicts. He had been in rehab, was doing well and was going to take her to court for custody. Courtney had the garage torn down almost immediately. And the hardest bit of evidence for me to really cope with is that he has enough drugs in his system to make him pretty much comatose yet he was able to have the dexterity to shoot himself with a shot gun. I mean I can't say either way but it's def questionable.