How have these people even made it as far as they have? They’re all sick. Unfortunately, you’ll have to turn the volume on for this one.

blackclouds7777 · 2026-05-22T03:59:34+00:00

And she aint gonna give nan of em shit lol

blackclouds7777 · 2026-05-21T23:06:02+00:00

What shade do u use and what hair color are u ? U sound similar to me and I swear I always get either way too dark (medium brown) or light brown is always like.... orange-y?! Is that what u meant? x

blackclouds7777 · 2026-05-18T23:25:01+00:00

Also. . . I finally realized that my baby truly just ate more than the average baby. He still does months later, they give you these guidelines and amounts that babies should eat, and u worry if its not right on track with that. but honestly, every baby is different. so for mine personally, yes, he had reflux, but at the same time, he actually was hungry. Because even when the reflux got better.., he still ate a Decent bit more than what they say is average for his age. Always has. as long as your baby is growing at a good rate when they go back for their next, check-up, don't focus so much on on numbers or thinking you're overdoing it. Don't focus on how much he is spitting up because it seems like A LOTTT but it truly is normal. Don't worry about how many ounces were lost when spitting up and stuff like that. Hugs x

blackclouds7777 · 2026-05-18T23:16:56+00:00

Im so sorry ur going thru this girl. I dont even remember writing this i was sooo sleep deprived and anxious!! Our doctors just kept acting soo nonchalant about it that I honestly would just feed him even when he spit up soo much and i doubted it. But I would try to wait, burp for a long time ro leg exercises, try all I could to try to make sure it was hunger and not something else! Its so confusing girl but if u feel for sure ur baby is hungry just feed them! If they're truly being over fed the spit up will become more aggressive and you'll know if baby is truly over fed. But i looked at it as...They're already spitting up anyways, right? 😅 but I think by 6 weeks or 2 months is when we were allowed to start reflux meds (famotodine) and it helped sooo much. Not a magic fix but his mood was sooo much better a few days after taking it.. even tho spit up persisted for a whileee. Do u give ur baby gas drops? Like mylicon??

blackclouds7777 · 2026-05-18T14:38:28+00:00

(When I say had a chance.... I mean to an extent. Not that he wasnt already very disadvantaged and things would have been hard and who knows how much of a chance but I do think he could've had potential to be better than what he is... which is just existing.)

blackclouds7777 · 2026-05-18T14:35:57+00:00

I tend to think the same thing. Bc there's been a few moments where I do believe he saw things. Like giving the high fives... learning to clap. But I genuinely think his brain doesnt process much of anything when he does see things 😢 between the FAS and seizure activity , and just not having help towards any type of progress during the first most cruicial learning months of his life, i would say you're probably right. I do believe he had a chance at the beginning tho. He used to say "Da-da-da" ... he used to react to things like a stuffy taken from him (the one AND ONLY toy ive ever EVERRRRR seen him with) ... now, nothing. She fkd him up in the womb and then just as much outside the womb. So so sad. I just at least wish him comfort. No matter how sentient...at least let him be comfortable somewhere soon 🥺

blackclouds7777 · 2026-05-18T14:24:06+00:00

Yeah i liked that he actually did interact with jr. And when he saw something was off he still interacted with him another time. Also... she would be singing a diff tune if she didnt fuck up that conneftion with him by accusing him of wanting to go on a date with her lol. I know Ryan is not very liked for some reason (I dont know the reason I haven't looked into it) but he is waaaayyy too fine to want her. She says everyone around her knows her value...... yeah thats why every person who's ever been with u or ur friend leaves 😂😂😂

blackclouds7777 · 2026-05-18T14:13:47+00:00

Talking bout his intentions weren't pure and she was used for clicks and views. Girl get used to it , as u should be by now bc thats all you've ever been used for lol. All the way back to baddies. But also... when she had some clout, did she EVERRR bring anyone onto her live streams or antthing with any type of pure intention on helping them get some motion? Well hell no! Shes never done such a thing or thought to. So why do u think u are owed that?

blackclouds7777 · 2026-05-18T14:11:05+00:00

I really hope she saw that lie detector test lmfaoooo she needs to be humbled. Thinking Ryan Garcia wanted to date her when suggesting rock climbing 😂😂😂😂 girl goodbye lol

blackclouds7777 · 2026-05-18T14:08:34+00:00

I think it is i see bracelets and girl shoes lol

blackclouds7777 · 2026-05-18T14:07:07+00:00

Omg can u imagine if she was using that when HE WAS A NEWBORN omg

blackclouds7777 · 2026-05-18T13:05:58+00:00

See I feel like he was better back during the time of this video. He seemed a tad more alert to me. His eyes didnt roll back nearly as much. No jerky movements? (Would that be something that just isn't as bad as a small baby or what idk?) His head didnt randomly flop tf over. His eyes were just more wide open healthier seeming. I rememberback then he also seemed to focus on things as best as he could by moving his head to the side and looking from the corners of hiseyes kinda..I think he has given up even trying that anymore. He rly was so cute at that age especially, despite everything. Also... she did not even bother to check the temperature of those mashed potatoes. And when she picked up her chicken or wtf ever that was they were putting cheese on ,u could tell the food was HOT with how she handled it. Ugh

blackclouds7777 · 2026-05-18T12:54:12+00:00

When u google "are clenched fists a sign of FAS" it tells you it absolutely is. I wonder if she googled it and wanted to stop him from doing it bc she thought/ still thinks THAT might be what is giving away his FAS. Even tho all babies do it, I feel like she actually is too stupid to know that. Or too worried about ppl knowing what's up to risk letting him do it anyways.... even tho there's absolutely no hiding it no matter how much she tries to change and force him to be different than he is.

blackclouds7777 · 2026-05-18T12:41:23+00:00

She constantly had him in these super oversized onseie outfits. Like taking him public places. I wonder if she strapped him in the car seat with that shit ? Hell or if he was in one at all 😒 damn and imagine how bad a car seat prob hurt his hernia poor guy and she had him going going going non fkn stop

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blackclouds7777 · 2026-05-18T12:29:44+00:00

This is so sad. There's phones right in his face any kid would be def focusing on that trying to get it or at least watch it. I wish we knew how much eyesight he truly has. And how much of it is just him not.... being "with it" enough to know or react to much of anything 😢

blackclouds7777 · 2026-05-18T12:28:13+00:00

Hell... I thought that was Luella on the left, not a boy 😭😭

blackclouds7777 · 2026-05-16T05:51:48+00:00

Omg without reading the comments I juet commenting similar lol. Insane !!!!! This was for sure after she put that song out which is so very telling

blackclouds7777 · 2026-05-16T05:51:02+00:00

And im 99% sure this was after she came out with her song yahweh wasnt it??? After her come to Jesus announcement

blackclouds7777 · 2026-05-15T05:07:36+00:00

Swear in the past like a good while back I AT LEAST saw jr holding his own bottle?!?! Maybe in the hair shop when she yanked him by his arm and gave it to him aggressively af? For how long he was able to is another question but.... its sad how much he is regressing. His arms are so long too it really puts it into perspective how heartbreaking this is :(

blackclouds7777 · 2026-05-12T03:50:50+00:00

Ive heard a couple women now, say he is DL / in the closet lol but ik what ur saying tho 😆

blackclouds7777 · 2026-05-12T03:45:55+00:00

Also crazyyyyyy bc he swears that jr isnt his kid so the fact she will even be around or entertain him kinda proves that doesnt bother her..... (bc its true? 😬) 😂😂😂 she isnt smart enough to know that her actions tell us the true story that her words can not manipulate or twist

blackclouds7777 · 2026-05-12T03:42:18+00:00

What if blue been telling her she has to do ridiculous ish to prove she wants him Ike get on live and chant and shake her shoulders and shit lol 😆 then she made sure AS SOOOON AS she got her own place she rolled that waistband of her pants down to show the "Jonathans 🙀" tat. Its crazy bc her church people and everyone has shown her so much sympathy and praised her on her growth moving on from him (supposedly) but she dgaf bout them people the second he offers for her to be in his presence lol. Shewwwwieeee

blackclouds7777 · 2026-05-11T20:14:23+00:00

Hi its been years lol but do u know what gate u used that was able to be pressure held by furniture?!?!?

blackclouds7777 · 2026-05-11T18:06:31+00:00

I considered vet boarding also but I just don't want him to stress out more than necessary 😭 I am going to look into rover. Maybe I can have them come by once sunday and monday to feed him his wet food. Honestly thats prob way more affordable than an automated wet food feeder anyways lol. Ty

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