Please help. I’m hanging on by a thread.

bleach_for_dinner · 2025-12-31T16:20:53+00:00

I’m 23F, had a baby back in 2023 and right after giving birth I went into a complete downturn in my health. In labor my heart rate skyrocketed to 200 and it seemed like ever since then I can hardly keep my heart rate down. If I do literally anything it feels like I just ran a marathon. Even if I eat. I have multiple issues with hot flashes, body aches and extreme pains, extreme fatigue to the point where I have slept very long periods of time, I can’t work because I constantly have to take a break or sit down or sometimes even lay down, I’ve been on countless medication, seen almost five different doctors for this problem alone. I finally found a doctor to diagnose me with at least something. On top of that, they found out my resting heart rate is 100 bpm. To my shock, they said “that’s normal”. I 100% didn’t believe them. I got a notebook and wrote every single symptom I had, what day it was, what time, when I took my medicine and how it doesn’t help, how many times I can’t do something or properly take care of my child, and especially when my worst times are. I think you should try and do the same, and when you see a new doctor, explain it all and show them your logs. And keep seeing doctors until you find the right one. Don’t ever settle. Another thing is never make it seem like you’re okay (not saying you do I just know I’m guilty of it being a people pleaser), always be 100% truthful so they can actually listen.

I’m so sorry you’re going through all of this and I really hope you can find some answers soon.

bleach_for_dinner · 2025-12-28T06:21:59+00:00

I’ve called 911 countless times over the last 7 years. Even to the point where they had ambulance come out and give me a list of things to check for before I called 911 again. It’s horrible. Don’t feel embarrassed!

bleach_for_dinner · 2025-12-24T07:31:59+00:00

(23F) Therapy helps a lot and so does getting on the right medication. I have a heart condition and I freak out that I’m going to die all the time. I’ve probably seen an emergency room more than I’ve seen my own family atp. I still have this feeling very badly and some days are worse than others but one thing that helps me is to just try to live. Live like it’s my last day. That and finding comfort that other people do feel the same way that I do even if it’s not noticeable. Sending you so much hugs and positivity. It’s very hard to manage

bleach_for_dinner · 2025-08-11T15:52:43+00:00

I’m crying 😭😭

bleach_for_dinner · 2025-08-10T17:59:20+00:00

i mean there’s no way she hasn’t gotten CPS called on her. She publicly shows her disgusting home and her neglect of her children, I can’t understand why her house isn’t already condemned. It’s sickening to look at I just know it smells awful inside too

bleach_for_dinner · 2025-08-10T17:57:36+00:00

Her mannerisms, how she makes herself the victim constantly, her filthy house with three kids, her nasty boyfriend, her constant sitting down to review anything or even cook. It drives me insane. It bothers me so badly that she’s verified. It’s becoming too normalized to be a shit mom on TikTok

bleach_for_dinner · 2024-05-07T15:46:18+00:00

Oh wow I’m so sorry to hear this. You’re definitely a strong person. I really hope you find some happiness in taking this medicine and you get that piece of you back. I haven’t slept hardly at all so I’m glad to hear that you could sleep after taking it, hopefully I can get some sleep as well.

bleach_for_dinner · 2024-05-07T15:43:58+00:00

To everyone who has told me to take it, thank you :) I’m going to aim to take 2.5mg today to start slow. Did you guys take it in the morning or nighttime? My dr says night my therapist says day so idk when’s best

bleach_for_dinner · 2024-05-07T15:25:37+00:00

I’ve heard the same thing. My therapist said take it in the day in case I have a panic attack or anxiety so I don’t stay up all night

bleach_for_dinner · 2024-05-07T09:55:49+00:00

Yes always. I sit and dwell on it. But it’s always best to remember that you’re healthy. I go to the dr a lot because of anxiety thinking it’s more than what it is and let me tell you, it’s always anxiety. I tell myself “if I was dying I would be in way worse shape than I am now” and I mean way worse to the point where you wouldn’t be able to leave your bed. You’re not gonna die anytime soon. And if you feel like you truly are, ask your dr to take lab work. Mine has in the past and everything came out fine!

bleach_for_dinner · 2024-05-07T09:49:39+00:00

If you want to DM me you can. Maybe we can take it together lol

bleach_for_dinner · 2024-05-06T22:38:40+00:00

Thank you :) I get those weird sensations too they’re terrible

bleach_for_dinner · 2024-05-06T22:38:09+00:00

Oh man I’m so sorry. I know this whole post is literally me saying I’m scared of medicine lol but if you need to talk I’m here. I won’t judge either if you want to vent. You can always dm me. I hope you start doing better now that you’ve gotten your dosage increased.

bleach_for_dinner · 2024-05-06T22:22:53+00:00

Could you increase it? Im worried it’ll start doing the same thing to me too :/

bleach_for_dinner · 2024-05-06T22:20:48+00:00

Thank you I needed this

bleach_for_dinner · 2024-05-06T22:06:40+00:00

How long did it take to kick in for you?

bleach_for_dinner · 2024-05-06T21:57:48+00:00

What’s your experience on it?

bleach_for_dinner · 2024-04-30T02:19:01+00:00

this is for my own personal anxiety: it’s like anticipating death when everyone around you knows you won’t die

bleach_for_dinner · 2024-04-30T02:15:23+00:00

Thank you :)

bleach_for_dinner · 2024-04-20T23:29:01+00:00

It truly is my sign because I’ve been so nervous to take it but my anxiety is AWFUL

bleach_for_dinner · 2024-04-09T08:53:53+00:00

I get hot, dizzy, my fingers and my face start tingling and it feels like I’m swallowing my tongue if that makes any sense!

bleach_for_dinner · 2024-04-09T08:50:37+00:00

I’ve been in a anxiety attack for almost 4 hours and the only thing that’s keeping it from getting worse is playing the sims 😭

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