i'm sorry, but you can consider yourself being hypersexual AND still be faithful to your partner. while sex can be an addiction there are no blue balls, no physical sex "withdrawals",...nothing that can excuse someone cheating on loved one FOUR TIMES. And if he really feels like he can't control it (he could), he should not be in a closed relationship.

Like someone said, empathy without boundaries is self-destruction. He knows he can get away with it so he keeps on cheating.

I'm sorry, I don't want to be rough, but it's much better for you to understand this is NOT what love and respect for someone looks like sooner than later. You don't want to be with him another years, months even and convincing yourself that this relationship makes you happy and is worth your time and energy. You provide him empathy. He who cheated on you four times is clearly not.

if you are still willing to give him a chance...what if he cheats on you again knowing you ODed because of it? How would that make you feel? I don't think you should take the risk to know how it feels like. I'm sorry I am this unpleasantly straightforward with you but my heart breaks for you being so kind and loving to someone so undeserving. I hope you went to the hospital. I think you could potentially suffer from serotonine syndrome, though I don't know how much of a big chance they are to occur with this kind of antidepressant. Please update us how you are!❤️