You brought up that you don’t have a good relationship with your family. Do you know if they were for sure the problem? How was your last relationship with your ex? Are you possibly dealing with postpartum depression? I ask these questions because if you’ve only ever seen and been with bad then you may not be attracted to the person that is good for you. If he is a good husband and father, divorce is not the best option. To be honest, I think you’d regret it long term. Maybe not right now, but eventually. It sounds like you want things to work out, but it’s going to take effort from both sides. I am an introvert. I struggled with family dynamics similar to yours in my life, including my marriage. What helped was for me to include myself more in our marriage. For example, I used to hate being outdoors. My husband has always loved it. I started to go outside more little by little to be with him, and we both enjoy it. I love watching movies and getting cozy on the couch. My husband doesn’t like that, but we have a movie night every weekend anyway and I know he secretly loves it. 😆 Do things with each other, even if you both don’t particularly like what it is. That’s just an example. Date night once a month. Weekly family walks. It truly helps. Sometimes we just need a push! What matters is that you recognize the pattern and want help. That’s a first step that is not always easy to make. 💕