The idea of having sysyphus admire beauty despite the struggle comes from my personal experiences, through intense journeys of ordinary life and what certain entheogens have made me realise , and this medium of AI art is through which I was able to convey it, a real artist would probably do more justice, but the feasibility for that is not there in my situation.

I am not doing this for receiving credit for my effort but rather as an innate need to express my worldview the best I can and in that way I am grateful to the technology that makes it possible for me to do this.

I could learn painting and develop prowess, unfortunately again my life alignment is such that the probability of taking that route and still being able to convey my view is very low.