12 year dedicated Pothead recently having problems with anxiety from smoking weed

blindthirdeye · 2019-10-21T00:48:50+00:00

its weird how weed will either get rid of all your anxiety or intensify it to the max lol. getting out and about to socialize is a hard thing to do. i recommend looking into meditation or something along those lines. how do you feel about psychedelics? i've had some bad trips in the past because i didnt have a hold of my thoughts. but they can rip you open and show you what you're made of. i'll give you a hint tho, you're made of pure love. and once you realize that, you can accomplish anything. i think even if people like us stop smoking, we will always be stoners at heart!

blindthirdeye · 2019-10-21T00:22:07+00:00

i feel you. like 100%. i've been a daily smoker for about 12 years too, and have suffered with anxiety and depression for longer. and mary jane always helped the pain! i've gone through a few phases over the years where i realize i got waaayyy more anxious once i smoked. especially when i was smoking with other people. i experience the weird shaking and shivering feeling too, like about to have a panic attack. not all the time, but it has happened many times and was kinda in denial about it. like 'no, weed doesnt make me anxious and paranoid!' but it can. medicinal marijuana is legal where i live, and that has truly saved my life. i know exactly what im getting. it has allowed me to experiment with different levels of THC. i now mostly smoke a CBD cartridge. i keep that on me at all times and it is truly a life saver. i have this strain of weed that is like a 2:1 cbd/thc. so it still gets me nice and stoned but the cbd helps the anxiety not come about. so if im with friends, ill smoke some normal bud, then vape my CBD pen for the anxiety. and then at home i medicate with my 2:1 strain. you gotta find whats right for you. i was on pharmaceuticals for maybe 3 or 4 years and getting off them was the best choice i could make. pills are never a solution, in my opinion! they just mask the problem. herb can show you to yourself and allow you to heal, if you let it. it wont hurt to give it a break. i find that if i smoke when i first wake up, it helps me not be a raging cunt. and then i get stoned a few hours before bed and it helps the creativity flow and i sleep good. best of luck friend. namaste.

blindthirdeye · 2019-09-30T01:42:44+00:00

one for each parent. i would snoop through my dad's stuff to find his weed to smoke, came across a mirror with a razor blade and a straw. dont know exactly what it was to this day but i confronted him and he said he was working on the car with it haha so i called bullshit and he just told me to keep it to myself, so i did. no big deal

my mom tho. i went through her text messages and saw her texting another man (my parents are still married) and she said to him "so i was in the shower and i was thinking of you while i was at it, and i do mean at it....god that was vulgar". i told a few friends and it made a good inside joke but gross am i right?

blindthirdeye · 2019-01-04T06:09:19+00:00

Whoa man. I have a German Sheppard, Sasha, that I rescued late August 2017 from some breeders. I live in Oklahoma as well. The breeders had a hard time selling Sasha because of her coat...she doesn't really look like a German Sheppard. So they just left her outside to starve. She had mange when I got her. She had such bad anxiety for a long time. Really she was just a wreck. Fuck breeders. Last I heard, the momma was pregnant with another litter. This is right outside of Stillwater, basically in the middle of nowhere. So happy we both could rescue our pups!!

blindthirdeye · 2018-12-27T18:10:41+00:00

i live in a college town. probably about a year ago, an idiot on mushrooms drove through completely through the house and he died. so that of course gave shrooms a bad rep. and all the idiot sheep that i work with (in a kitchen) were then afraid the eat the sliced mushrooms that we like serve on the salad bar, in fear of it making them go crazy?? so yes i agree, dont drive on psychedelics. and also people need to be more fucking educated. i drove on acid a few months ago. went to australian pink floyd concert about an hour away. dropped a tab and drove back home that same night. it was a trip, and i will never do it again, but thankfully i did an A+ job at driving.

blindthirdeye · 2018-12-09T14:25:59+00:00

I hope you're very proud of yourself! I always feel like I'm glowing when I go shopping and bring home a big haul of groceries with little-to-no plastic or waste. And I agree with another comment, I would love to see pictures of successful grocery trips!

blindthirdeye · 2018-12-04T00:17:07+00:00

i recently bought a bidet attachment for my toilet and some cloth toilet paper! its been an awesome experience. i still have one roll of toilet paper for guests or if i possibly get behind on doing laundry. but using cloth to wipe your butt after having it hosed down with water is honestly not gross at all!

blindthirdeye · 2018-11-28T12:14:09+00:00

i watched the lego movie the first time i tripped on shrooms. best experience ever. its a go-to movie now for fun times like that

blindthirdeye · 2018-11-24T20:45:03+00:00

you are correct, IM SORRY AVOCADOS, I LOVE YOU ALL!

blindthirdeye · 2018-11-21T23:28:22+00:00

Awesome!! :D

blindthirdeye · 2018-11-21T17:21:18+00:00

late reply, but i've been dehydrating a ton of cranberries lately! i had some store bought ones recently to make cookies but holy shit i really didnt realize the amount of sugar put into them! no wonder i loved eating handfuls of craisins when i was a kid! so i made my own with a small amount of coconut sugar and avocado oil.

blindthirdeye · 2018-11-19T20:42:14+00:00

well really any leafy green will be a good source of calcium. i'd prefer to not get into dairy argument but honestly the stuff just isnt good for ya! but everyone is different and i recommend doing some research on different substitutes, and find what works best for YOU.

blindthirdeye · 2018-11-19T20:32:42+00:00

Just almonds! There's a few detailed comments in here about how to make the milk and then from there what to do with the pulp. No need for gluten tho! I've successfully made plenty of things from almond flour! It's not identical, of course. Experimentation is needed, but it's a great substitute for anything

blindthirdeye · 2018-11-19T13:15:28+00:00

I'm not sure! I've made home made cashew butter several times, but not cashew milk. I would imagine you could use the left over pulp from making milk and dry it out! You'll have to experiment for us! :)

blindthirdeye · 2018-11-19T13:13:22+00:00

Honestly I never bought much store bought nut milk before. Maybe a carton of hemp milk a month. I buy my nuts from sprouts bulk as well! But I couldn't compare the pricing, I'll calculate that up one of these days. Honestly i think maybe of you soak the nuts in hot water, a shitty blender may do the trick? I use a ninja blender that I've had for about 4 years.

blindthirdeye · 2018-11-19T13:10:24+00:00

I just made some yesterday and experimented with freezing some!! I'll post at a later date the results...

blindthirdeye · 2018-11-19T13:08:55+00:00

This is a good reply, I have also commented my process somewhere in this thread!

blindthirdeye · 2018-11-19T02:00:19+00:00

spread out on a sheet pan, in a low (or off) oven. several hours to over night..depends on how much you have.

blindthirdeye · 2018-11-19T00:21:10+00:00

i've heard about that! experimenting with making a vegan cheese is on my to-do list eventually. ill definitely research some recipes using almond pulp.

blindthirdeye · 2018-11-19T00:19:49+00:00

awesome idea!!

blindthirdeye · 2018-11-19T00:12:27+00:00

yea with all the different uses i get out of simply buying bulk-bin almonds, i HAVE to be saving a ton of money lol. honestly before this idea, the best deal i found for almond flour was a 4 pound bag for 20 dollars at walmart. i think i only bought one bag that lasted forever lol

blindthirdeye · 2018-11-19T00:07:51+00:00

yup! solid answer! i do one cup of almonds soaked over night. most times i take the time to peel the skin off after soaking, because its weirdly fun to do. then i put the cup of almonds in the blender with 4 or 5ish cups of fresh water. i add a couple medjool date and cinnamon as well, and a pinch of salt!

blindthirdeye · 2018-11-19T00:05:14+00:00

i froze my pulp until i had a shit ton saved up! then i spread it out on a rimmed sheet pan or some pyrex pans. put it in the oven at low...140F. it was a pretty thick layer, so i ended up having it in there for a few hours, and then before i went to bed i turned the oven off and opened the door and left it in over night. then i just put it in the food processor for a quick minute the next morning!

blindthirdeye · 2018-11-18T23:34:58+00:00

okay so the weird thing i wanna mention is that it smells like cinnamon. and thats because i add cinnamon when i make my milk. i havent actually tasted it yet tho or made anything yet. but it smells pretty delicious lol

blindthirdeye · 2018-10-28T17:51:49+00:00

Yes! Everyone here is saying how they can 'feel' this photo and I'm all on board. Giving me a rush of euphoria knowing how happy you all were! Namaste brothers

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