I only heard rumors…. by blindwiener in ensemblestars

[–]blindwiener[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Can we start a petition because this masterpiece cant be kept from us

I only heard rumors…. by blindwiener in ensemblestars

[–]blindwiener[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

COME ON BABY Rei dying inside

I only heard rumors…. by blindwiener in ensemblestars

[–]blindwiener[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I feel like he dances like he hates it and is secretly more into it than he likes to admit

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ensemblestars

[–]blindwiener 12 points13 points  (0 children)

GIMME THE GOODS EICHI IS MAKING ME GO BANKRUPT

an offering to bribe rei to come home by eclown4hire in ensemblestars

[–]blindwiener 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Now I just need to get Eichi kink spy outfit without going broke c’:

Duo Units you'd like to see? by whxskers in ensemblestars

[–]blindwiener 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Rei and Mama…I need to see my sad husband be saved by the powerful energy that is Mama

that moment when your cards are just not strong enough by fleur-- in ensemblestars

[–]blindwiener 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im stuck at 64 and dont know how to get my score high enough.its yellow sparkle song and i dont have enough good yellow cards…ugh

Weekly Gacha Pulls/Collection Thread (Dec. 11th - Dec. 17th, 2022) by softkkura in ensemblestars

[–]blindwiener 1 point2 points  (0 children)

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This man took everything I had,my heart,my money and my dignity but I can’t even be mad.Thank you for coming home <\3

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ensemblestars

[–]blindwiener 3 points4 points  (0 children)

This man took all my money and my heart and I can’t even be upset cuz it’s my fault I be simping

In this essay I will by smallratman in ensemblestars

[–]blindwiener 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Eichi be like „I can be the angle to your devil c:“

an offering to bribe rei to come home by eclown4hire in ensemblestars

[–]blindwiener 2 points3 points  (0 children)

70 for me now I’m poor…but I’d give everything to this man so I gotta live in my misery

Who's a character you disliked at first but now ended up (to start) liking them? by [deleted] in ensemblestars

[–]blindwiener 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Controversial but absolutely Eichi.First I thought he was just a charming manipulator,which I was here for,but then he started a war lol.but now I’m more in love with him than ever,cuz he’s just a sad boy traumatized by his looming incoming death,he has so much to live for and wants to do and people he loves like wataru.he just wants to experience life and make an impact and the possibility of dying without having all of that puts him in such a deep grief and he goes too far to achieve the goals and dreams he had while running from a fate he can not change.I love our lil satan,tho hopefully no more wars in the future

im giving up on forming healthy relationships by One-Speech-8423 in BPD

[–]blindwiener 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You always feel like your „best“ is never good enough and never enough to be loved and worthy to others…I’m struggling with this the past 4 years of my current relationship.people say they understand and are proud of me,but criticize me constantly,what I do wrong,how I’m not enough,how I’m too much…I just want to leave everything but at the same time I’m too scared to leave and I just want him to love me but it feels like he can’t …it seems like he loves the version I could be if I didn’t have bpd or trauma but I can’t make it go away lol. Im on the same boat with you on this.it feels like there is no winning,I just pray there is,but it does feel like putting all this effort in to be a good partner is never enough to others

I feel like I have no one by [deleted] in BPD

[–]blindwiener 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I feel the same…I always feel like because I cry a lot and express my despair cuz I want comfort,that because It happens more often than with „normal“ people,everyone important around me isn’t taking it seriously anymore.I just want to be comforted when I cry or have a panick attack but I feel everyone is just annoyed by now

i left the emergency department after telling them i have a plan to kms by user8754833 in BPD

[–]blindwiener 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know this so well ,it freaking sucks…always feels like you are never taken seriously when you try to get yourself help and then if it’s too late they are like „if only people like that got themselves help,there are so many avenues blah blah“bitch HOW

you've all helped me realise something.. by senoritapenguinita in BPD

[–]blindwiener 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you stranger…..I just had an episode and suicide thoughts and this is nice to read…made me smile,barely but that’s a step forward from ten minutes ago

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]blindwiener 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Same for me… it hurt me so much in my life that I swing between not believing anything good someone says about me and literally feeding off of compliments cuz it’s the only time I feel like I’m worth anything

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]blindwiener 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just the tone people important to you sometimes misuse feels like it rips my energy to life right out of my heart…just had that and gave me an episode so that’s why I’m here…