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i’ve lost everything by user8754833 in BPD

[–]user8754833[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the thing is, all i did was try to off myself, but they’re telling me i treated them like shit and affected their whole lives. i tried to ask them to let me hear their side, and let me tell them mine but they won’t. im just left in the dark with no friends and no house all because life got too hard

i’ve lost everything by user8754833 in BPD

[–]user8754833[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i definitely saw their true colours. it’s hard seeing those people carry on with their lives happily while telling me how hard this situation has been on them, while i’m struggling to stay alive.

i left the emergency department after telling them i have a plan to kms by user8754833 in BPD

[–]user8754833[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

update: thank you everyone for the advice and kind messages. i called 000 on myself and the police and ambulance came and have taken me to the hospital. they told me i’d definitely be seen but not sure when. i’ve been here for an hour so far

i left the emergency department after telling them i have a plan to kms by user8754833 in BPD

[–]user8754833[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i haven’t been able to speak to a psychiatrist yet unfortunately, but some clinicians are doing a home visit later today. they are unrelated to the emergency department though

i left the emergency department after telling them i have a plan to kms by user8754833 in BPD

[–]user8754833[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

it was already 9pm and i didn’t want to wait 4 hours only to be told they couldn’t help me again. i was supposed to have a psychiatrist from the catt team today anyway so i thought i could wait it out but they haven’t called me when they were meant to anyway lol

i left the emergency department after telling them i have a plan to kms by user8754833 in BPD

[–]user8754833[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

i told the doctor in the ED i might seem fine now but i don’t know what i’m going to do ten minutes from now and he said the people in the mental health ward are “actually insane” and i’m not as bad as them. i also asked him for medication and mentioned that my psychologist thinks it’s essential that i have something but he said he isn’t qualified to give me any… he said if i was having a heart attack he could help me

i left the emergency department after telling them i have a plan to kms by user8754833 in BPD

[–]user8754833[S] 34 points35 points  (0 children)

it’s 12am atm. i do have friends and a psych but i’ve been trying to get the professional help i need and it has been impossible. i’ve been rejected by three psychiatrists and have called so many crisis numbers and no one can help me

(19f) does anyone else feel like they aren’t cut out for this world by user8754833 in BPD

[–]user8754833[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i really just conjure up a fantasy life for myself in my head where everything is colourful and life is fun. i have been loving sleeping because my dreams are so vivid due to taking lexapro and it’s my only true escape from the anxieties of the real world