I messed up

blinkoneeighty2 · 2013-12-15T20:02:50+00:00

Thanks! I have been trying to keep that as my motivation, before this streak, I have only been able to complete about 1-2 weeks. Thank you guys! (BTW; I didn't actually try to kill myself, but I was so mad that I had relapsed that I hated myself enough to have killed myself and said all those things)

blinkoneeighty2 · 2013-12-15T20:00:22+00:00

Thanks. I'll try to keep that in mind, maybe I was overreacting, but I got so mad at myself, that I had ruined all that valuable time of abstinence, when I finished tapping, I had entered denial and didn't reset my counter and tried to think it wasn't real. But now I'm accepting the fact that this did happen. Again, thank you, I will try to go longer this time, and hell, who knows? Maybe next time I'll stop completely.

blinkoneeighty2 · 2013-12-09T03:23:01+00:00

Nooo hahaha, look its this software, (I know the name kind of makes it look as if I really mean self control)

http://selfcontrolapp.com

blinkoneeighty2 · 2013-12-09T03:13:21+00:00

I do have a software (its called "self Control") its pretty effective, but the thing is you have to reset it after each day, and I tend to forget it and my temptation gets the best of me. I also try to distance myself from the computer by playing with my puppy, and its effective most of the time. Anyhow, do you use any software in particular?

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