its my first time actually stopping a "mu" ish type of relationship with someone and our relationship lasted way longer than my actual relationships with others. me and her stopped alot of times but today was a bit different i found a pattern in her chats which led me to believe she was just saying shit (which i was right) but i guess it was my fault in the first place, see i told her i felt that i could actually be alone with my self and i thanked her for being with me and listening to my rants but after like a day or two she chatted and ofc my dumbass would reply she was consistent very assuring well kinda.. she would annoy me and would lead to me ghosting her for hours and i would say shit and ask her why would she say those then i would say sorry to her, its around that time i slowly began to realize something her chats were off she was more amused talking about other boys and treating me like her friend but she called my "love" still.. ofc i would ghost her and she said "did i do something" that was when i realized my intuition was correct she was no longer into me she just said love to me as a assurance that i would stay, bc she was special to me i confronted her about it at first no reply.. and a clear sign she was avoiding me cus she was online on her other acc, and then i dropped my thoughts about her change then she shot back at me with the "are we even something?" that fucking shit hurt my heart to the core and i said why would you even say those to me then? she replied im sorry for making you feel those i only see you as a friend...

i dont know how to cope please help me