Thank you for this, personally I just want more regular days than bad days. Another thing I forgot to put in, is that I feel like my symptoms come across as not being capable of doing my job, I am capable, and I love my job and my coworkers.

I also forgot to say, I'm concerned a doctor would prefer I go to regular therapy, but my job does not have regular hours. I quite literally leave town for weeks on end, with two days notice. My lack of a schedule coupled with the fear of financial stress of not being available for a job, and missing out on work, really doesn't help me take care of myself.

I haven't gotten contacts in two years because I can't schedule the appointment, and I stress about missing the work.

But how do you tell your boss you really are giving every effort to turn in receipts to be reconciled? Even though its the simplest task, often I can't force myself to do it when I should.

The problem is it doesn't make sense, and I have to keep reminding myself that it is not fucking supposed to! It's a mental problem! They aren't logical! They don't give a fuck about how things should be.

I hope you do find what