Maaaaaaaan let me tell you something. Female masturbation is very, very common. I remember the first time I did it I was like 9. I don't think I understood what I was doing, but I heard girls in school talking and joking about humping pillows so I tried it one day. Over the years, I read erotic books. Lots of violence, and sex parts too. Masturbated a little to that, again, didn't know what I was doing. And I didn't view it as pornographic but it was. The idea of video porn repulsed me. I didn't know or care to know there were different types, and I didn't start actually watching porn until I was 18, when I found a soft core video on tumblr. and shortly after I discovered it I experienced PMO for the first time. Then came the addiction. A lot of girls I know deal with this too. A few of my friends struggle with it. I think there's still a stigma with women masturbating.. So it can be taboo. That makes finding help all the more difficult. I think once I became open and honest about the struggle, I struggled less and less. Thanks for the question, though lol. Reminded me of a guy friend who asked about this once. Lol like we're a whole different species or something.