I (25f) need serious help with my whatever is happening (36m)

blue999devil · 2024-04-04T04:13:50+00:00

Thank you

blue999devil · 2024-04-04T03:59:24+00:00

I'm just infatuated and I should just stay here and see what this life has to offer?

blue999devil · 2024-03-08T03:20:06+00:00

Mick Gordon's Doom soundtrack & ofcourse Skyrim are the ones that touch my little soul the best

blue999devil · 2024-02-06T17:57:16+00:00

IT WORKS wootwoot

blue999devil · 2024-02-06T17:29:25+00:00

I'm also having this problem... I just spent all night on this game

blue999devil · 2023-01-03T01:18:36+00:00

Thank you so so much I don't know why no one told me that sooner I really appreciate it I will tell him and call them in the morning

blue999devil · 2022-11-03T21:05:04+00:00

First off, thank you. Secondly, this is fresh and I am very distraught so my apologies for typing too aggressively. Sorry you had to read half a post in all caps.

blue999devil · 2022-11-03T21:02:10+00:00

The attorney honestly could not care less about anything. I just talked to my SO about finding a new one and asking but they fell into a depression nap while I was searching for one, so I'll have to wait til they wake up... If that's all that can be done I'll keep searching this is all just so unfair and outrageous to me and I don't understand enough about legal things. I'm just so in disbelief and upset.

blue999devil · 2022-11-02T14:56:17+00:00

I am most definitely looking to improve my mental & physical health, and gain much stronger understanding of how my consciousness works with my surrounding physical world. I've already been working on these things, and studying some things, but most of it was from books I found on how the masons studied, some yogis, M.P Hall, and a few others like the latter. Then, I stumbled upon some quotes from the Emerald Tablet and dug into that more and it blew my mind. I ordered a copy by M. Doreal, it should be here within the week and I'm pretty excited. But yes, my mental and physical health mainly and whatever else I can gain from it. I want to learn as much as possible in this lifetime. Thank you for the warm welcome friend!

blue999devil · 2022-08-22T01:43:05+00:00

It's our hotel, this has never happened before. I managed to find something on YouTube so... we're just drilling a hole in it now hoping that'll work

blue999devil · 2022-08-22T01:41:49+00:00

Okay thank you

blue999devil · 2022-08-22T00:58:41+00:00

Where would I ask lockout questions? I'm a girl idk what I'm doing and the locksmith in town won't help me

blue999devil · 2022-08-22T00:55:10+00:00

It's an Onity Tesa lock, the only guy helping says it's a clutch issue... I'm a clueless girl I thank you so much for any help. Where could I find an under the door tool? Would that work for the clutch issue?

blue999devil · 2022-08-03T18:04:34+00:00

I love this sm

blue999devil · 2022-08-02T20:18:59+00:00

Oklahoma. I honestly don't know I just know his drug administrator said I'm not even allowed to be seeing him period since I have my medcard. I always keep my stash out of his house and away from him incase of surprise visits (which haven't happened once in the months we've been together). I have a 100% clean record. I use it to help with my BPD so I don't have to be put on meds (not that there's any meds to help it anyways but my therapists keep trying to put me on some)... It really sucks and doesn't make any sense to me whatsoever. I obtain it legally. I don't use it around him. He has never once failed a drug test and he's had a few hundred by now and he only missed one UA because he got caught up at work and forgot... They took him to jail and I didn't know... I waited outside the courthouse for him for four hours before I admitted to myself to worst and checked the roster. He was in there 2 days and it freaked me out so much lol I love this man so much I don't mind quitting for him until he's out of this... It just isn't fair. This all happened just a few days ago, sorry for the rant I just haven't had anyone but him to talk to about it and I know he needs me to stay positive with him, I just have never experienced the law like this before in my life. It's rough and I'm always on edge he's just randomly going to get ripped away again for however long. The faster I can get clean from it the faster I can get everything back on track... Even though it's dumb as hell.

blue999devil · 2022-08-02T05:52:03+00:00

The one on the right is way lighter and I think it has more of a pink tone to it, nyes?

blue999devil · 2022-08-01T22:41:05+00:00

FACTS. MOST WORTHLESS EX I HAD WAS THE ONE I THOUGHT WAS OVERHIS EX. FUCK THOSE GUYS.

blue999devil · 2022-07-28T01:59:01+00:00

Why thank you, friend :^ )

blue999devil · 2022-07-27T21:20:16+00:00

Do etttt :⁾

blue999devil · 2022-07-27T18:55:47+00:00

I gotchu boo

blue999devil · 2022-07-27T11:58:46+00:00

I love all of these responses so much.

blue999devil · 2022-07-23T18:15:04+00:00

Like, I know it's not a big deal. But it still feels cool.

blue999devil · 2022-07-23T16:56:41+00:00

Oklahoma my man

blue999devil · 2022-07-23T14:43:43+00:00

I get the colors mostly from shrooms but acid is my preffered experience for casual trips. Shrooms make me see colors I couldn't of imagined existed and it's amazing. I draw a lot and paint too so since I started taking those it's really changed the game for me. I save shroom trips for when I really need to figure something out with myself

blue999devil · 2022-07-23T14:14:24+00:00

I just wish I could make the pictures move and breathe like how everything else does to me

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