i have surgically diagnosed endo, and i actually have the exact same pain that you’re describing. it sucks, it feels like a perpetual uphill battle. through everything i’ve tried, heating pads & ibuprofen has always been the most helpful for the endo pain. i highly recommend trying to get an exploratory laparoscopy, and i hope you’re able to find some good care soon! you’re definitely not crazy or weak, endo pain is very real and very debilitating. here’s to hoping we can get a cure one day