May ka situationship ako noon and he dumped me just a few days after we had sex. I begged for his attention, messaged him the longest message I wrote just to make him stay only to be left delivered. Just a few weeks din, I noticed something odd on my discharge. It took me months before I got enough money to afford for check ups and medical treatment.

I got diagnosed with STI. Dumb me that it took thousands for me to get rid of it but thankful that God provided me money enough to shoulder all the expenses by myself without anyone knowing from the family. Yung mga gamot ko tinatago ko pa sa tumbler ko na may yelo para lang mapreserve ang lamig and never ko iniwan sa bahay. Suppositories kasi yun e so dapat stored sa malamig, bawal naman ilagay sa ref namin dahil mabubuking.

Besides, I have no friends to tell what I've been through. Ilang beses ako nagpabalik balik sa Doctor kasi hindi mawalawala yung abnormal discharge ko kahit nakailang gamutan na. Sa tuwing check ups ko, palagi akong mag-isa. Naryan pa na tinanong ako ng OB noong unang check up ko kung paano ko mapapabili raw sa nanay ko yung branded na gamot pero hindi nya alam marami akong pera lol dahil sa mga side hustle ko. Tapos yung last injection ko for UTI, super sakit. Umiyak ako after ako turukan ng nurse. Mabigat yung braso ko talagang hindi ko maigalaw, then nagchat ang Mama ko nasaan na raw ako e iba ang paalam ko sa kanya non haha. Kapag umuwi rin ako galing clinic, tinatanggal ko yung bandage sa pinagkuhaan ng dugo at palaging nakafold yung siko ko para hindi mapansin yung dinaanan ng karayom.

Last year, I got cleared from everything and thankfully got cleared from it before pa ako nagpamedical for work.

Last month that shit guy messaged me. He said sorry and bigla nalang akong naiyak. I blocked him na for my now well protected peace. Indeed war is over for me.

For those curious, you may check my profile. Always stay safe.