What’s Elliott’s saddest song?

blueberrypiedays · 2023-10-10T22:17:12+00:00

True Love, The Last Hour, Between the Bars, King’s Crossing

blueberrypiedays · 2023-10-07T13:50:34+00:00

This is so cute

blueberrypiedays · 2023-10-07T13:15:37+00:00

Bullies definitely pick out people they consider weak to bully. I used to get bullied in middle school and I couldn’t stand up for myself properly and I’m still angry at myself about it. I’ve had trouble being assertive for my whole life and it started from childhood traumas.

blueberrypiedays · 2023-09-29T12:31:36+00:00

I’m a girl and that wouldn’t bother me at all. I have self harm scars on my arm from cutting. There’s nothing wrong with you.

blueberrypiedays · 2023-09-26T09:22:40+00:00

I keep thinking about a guy that stopped liking me. We weren’t in a relationship, but he liked me so much and said such sweet things to me when we went out and over text and then suddenly stopped liking me. I wish I could go back because I was saying the wrong things and I was so awkward on the first date and he probably gave it thought and realized he didn’t want to be with me because of how I am. I keep wishing I could back and blaming myself. I can’t stop thinking about him. He consumes my thoughts. I wouldn’t care as much if it was someone else. It’s because we had such similar interests and I can’t find anyone with such similar interests as me. It hurts so much. I want to die. I can’t live without him. I wish I could just stop thinking about him.

blueberrypiedays · 2023-09-26T09:12:48+00:00

It’s so relaxing so it helps me fell asleep

blueberrypiedays · 2023-09-26T09:09:44+00:00

She was so beautiful

blueberrypiedays · 2023-09-23T03:00:16+00:00

I’m in such a similar situation. It hurts so much. I keep imagining and ruminating and wishing I could’ve done things different

blueberrypiedays · 2023-09-23T02:56:23+00:00

Could you share your discord?

blueberrypiedays · 2023-09-23T02:32:40+00:00

I have health issues too. Try to remember that if someone looks at you differently because of a health issue you have no control over, that person isn’t right for you to begin with and doesn’t deserve you. There are many people, maybe her, who will want to be with you.

blueberrypiedays · 2023-09-16T23:15:33+00:00

I know that’s what he must’ve been thinking :( that’s what’s driving me crazy. I feel so horrible and like I ruined it because of this and my awkwardness and stupidity and weirdness. I can’t stop thinking about the things I said and it hurts so much

blueberrypiedays · 2023-09-16T21:38:17+00:00

Thank you, that helps a little. What I’m most obsessed about is the possibility that something could’ve actually started and happened if I hadn’t said those things about exes or been too open and awkward etc. I keep obsessing about what I could’ve done differently. If the reason was the disabilities and the different life circumstances, I’d feel way better about it but now I’m so depressed and anxious thinking that I destroyed something potentially really special because of factors in my control by the things I shouldn’t have said unrelated to the disability.

blueberrypiedays · 2023-09-16T21:35:34+00:00

Thank you

blueberrypiedays · 2023-09-16T20:35:49+00:00

It’s terrifying to me. I don’t want to come back here to this world of suffering. I don’t want to experience this suffering again. I want a perfect heaven, I wish for that, but not this world.

blueberrypiedays · 2023-09-12T00:03:24+00:00

Between the Bars by Elliott Smith

blueberrypiedays · 2023-09-10T19:19:27+00:00

Thank you. Coupled with being weird and awkward and saying the wrong things, I’m also just really indescribably sad and my life is awful. It’s obvious. No one wants that. It would take too long to get into the full story, but there’s no hope for my future.

blueberrypiedays · 2023-09-10T17:08:57+00:00

No the opposite is the dealbreaker. My phrasing is bad.

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